Camila's pov
I sat at my kitchen table heart racing, palms sweating legs shaking. In front of me was the envelope that contained the results of Ian's DNA test. I took a deep breath in and.... decided to wait another minute to open it. Cami you have literally been staring at the god damn thing for 10 minutes open it already.
I slowly began to open it, i unfolded the letter with my clammy hands and began reading.
Dear Ms. Mendes,
The results of Ian Wallace and your child's DNA test have been calculated. If there are any questions or concerned please contact our office right away. If there are any abnormal side effects we suggest you see a professional immediately. During the testing at our facility you had wanted us to determine whether or not Mr.Wallace will be the birth father of your unborn child. We have determined that Mr. Wallace's DNA unfortunately did not match with the DNA of the unborn child. If you would like to bring in another partner that could possibly be the birth father please don't hesitate to call. If you do not wish to have further DNA tests done and will be raising your unborn child alone you can contact the single mothers branch that offers many programs for women in this position. We wish you the very best and hope to see you again.
I didn't even know what to think. There's no other person it could be. Kj had to be the father. Kj is going to kill me. Wait what am I saying Ian is going to kill me. He will be so mad when I tell him. Oh god Cami what are you going to do.
I needed to be mature about this. I had planned on aborting the child of Kj was the father but I just couldn't do it. I don't have the heart too the only thing I can do is tell Kj as soon as possible and figure it out with him. I haven't seen Kj in almost two weeks but today we were on set so I had to talk to him there was no way out of it.
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I pulled up to set and looked at myself in the car mirror, I decided I wanted to look nice today and maybe that would help me feel more confident in telling Kj. I got out of my car and walked to the production building, we were all going to meet in the hang out lounge and I was hoping Kj was here early like he always is. I could hear laughing as I got closer to the room my body filled with anxiety but nothing was stopping me from doing this. I reached the door and as soon a so opened t my heart stopped. Kj stood with his arms wrapped around Hayley laughing before they both stopped to look at me. I stared at Kj in disbelief I wanted to puke, this was disgusting.
"Hayley we need you over on set." Someone called.
"Bye Kj." She kissed him on the cheek and I wanted to gag but I held it in as best as I could.
"What was that about?" I asked him trying not to snap.
"I guess we kind of are a thing now." He looked down he couldn't bare to look me in the eyes.
"Are you kidding me?" I snapped.
"Cams why are you getting so upset?" He came closer to me.
"Do not call me that Kj."
"Why are you so upset?" He kept asking.
"Is it not obvious Kj? You tell me that you can't date co workers and now you're a thing with Hayley?" I shouted.
"Hayley isn't a main cast member! It doesn't matter!"
"It does matter Kj."
"I wish you would just be happy for me."
"Excuse me? Sorry I'm not happy that just weeks ago you were all over me and now your all over her! I can't believe how selfish you are being!" I argued.
"We wouldn't have worked out Cami!" My heart broke.
"How could you say that? So all those moments we had just meant nothing to you?"
"Those moments should've never happened."
"I'm done with your bullshit you have hurt me and fooled me too many times."
"How the hell have I fooled you? You're the one running to Ian behind my back!" He fired back.
"Kj if you don't want me just tell me." I was already hurt by what he had said at this point I just needed an answer.
"I'm not going to answer that."
"I can handle it but I need to know I want to stop wondering Kj." I pleaded.
"Cami of course I want you. How could I not you're the most amazing girl I've ever met, but we can't be together it would never work for so many reasons and you know that." I began to cry because I knew he was right. "Come here." He tried to hug me.
"No don't touch me, I can't do this anymore." I tried to run out the door but Kj caught my arm.
"I'm not letting you leave like this." I tried to break free from his grip but he wouldn't budge.
"Let me go!" I screamed and cried.
"Cami-"
"I said let go!" I yelled again. Kj bent down to my height placed his free hand on the side of my head cupping my neck and stared me right in the eyes.
"Cami I'm not letting go! You can scream and cry all you want but I'm not letting you leave like this." How could he be so rude yet so kind?
"Please." I whispered and continued to cry. I felt weak and I gave into his grip, he pulled me into his chest and wrapped his arms around me while I stood there crying.
"We will figure this out, you don't need to cry Cami." His voice calmed me down and I hated myself for it. After everything he said here I am crying in his arms while he tells me it's going to be okay even though I know it's not.
"Uh what are you doing?" Hayley barged in. "Who the fuck do you think you are?" She continued.
"Hayley get out." Kj said. I was surprised at his response but it was comforting to know he was on my side this one time.
"Excuse me?"
"Hayley get out or I'll get the producers to do it for me." He threatened.
"While fuck you too then." She stormed out. I finally stopped crying, Kj lead me to the couch so we could sit down. He put his arm around me and I buried my head onto his shoulder. We were interrupted by the producer who needed Kj on set. As the door closed behind Kj I sat there even more confused then before.
