The Fuckboy ~S.M.~

IV {Friends???}

{Courtney's POV}

Really God?

Everyone, and then...

Him...

FML.

He goes to his room, so I guess I'm gonna see if I can help Karen.

Wait... Will she remember me?

You probably think, why you don't tell them? Well, before Shawn and I ended our friendship, he said that I never could talk about it, or even pretend that we were friends. If I do, he was gonna kick me. And I'm NOT a fighter!

I go to the kitchen and see Karen cooking.

"Can I help Mrs. Mendes?"

"Oh no darling, it's okay", she turns her head my way and freezes a little bit.

"Is there something wrong?", I ask her politely.

"Wait... Hold on... I know you..."

"I don't think so..."

"Courtney... Dice... Courtney Dice... Courtn... OMG COURTNEY!?", she says surprised and she hugs me.

"Uhm, that's my name."

"Don't be so silly, You grown so much! Last time I saw you, you were 7! And now you're... 16?"

"15."

"Wait, what are you doing here?"

"Well, I came for that science project of me and..."

"No, I mean, what are you doing here in Pickering? Shawn told me you moved and lost contact."

"I moved?", I ask confused.

"You didn't?" , she answers confused.

"The truth is that Shawn and I grew apart, and yeah, we're not really friends anymore."

"Why did he say you moved?"

"I dunno."

"Well that's weird..."

"Yeah...", and she turns around to see if the food isn't burned yet.

"Can you say to the rest that the food is ready hun?"

"Sure."

I go upstairs and tell them the food is ready.

Everyone sits around the table, except for me.

"Court, come sit with us", Karen offers really sweet.

"Oh it's okay, you guys didn't expect me so I don't need to eat."

"Everyone has to eat", Manny says with a smile.

"If she doesn't want to eat...", Shawn says but before he can finish Karen already interrupts him, "Shut up Shawn. I also made a meal for you Court, so just eat."

I take a seat next to Aaliyah and over Shawn. He doesn't really look happy.

"It's a long time ago that we spoke to each other, how's it going with you?", Karen asks me.

"I'm great, and with you?"

"I'm great too."

"Did I missed something here?", Aaliyah asks confused.

"This is Courtney Dice, Shawns best friend from 3rd grade", she answers.

"I KNEW IT!", Aaliyah screams and everyone looks weird at her. Except for me, I'm trying to hold my laugh in.

"Courtney? That's such a long time ago! But you moved?", Manny asks confused.

"No. She didn't moved. Shawn made that up for no reason!", Karen says and she looks angry at Shawn.

He only looks down to his plate and doesn't give any answer.

"Why are you guys no longer friends?", Manny asks.

"We just... grew apart.", I answer shyly.

"That's not...", Aaliyah says but I feel that Shawn hits her leg under the table.

"JEEZ!", she screams and looks angry at Shawn.

"What's not Aaliyah?", I ask her and Shawn looks pissed at me.

"I wanted to say that it's not fun at all", and she looks at her fingers. I see that she's crossing her fingers. Damn that girl.

"Ow, I don't mind it", I say and I eat further of the delicious food.

After we all finished dinner I help Karen with the dishes. When I'm done with it, I go back to Shawns room. Without knocking I enter his room. He's playing on his guitar.

"Since when we don't knock anymore."

"Since when do we lie to our parents?"

"Why you even told them that you were my friend! Do you remember what I told you?"

"I didn't say anything! your mom recognized me!"

"That's impossible, you changed super hard after those 8 years!"

Did I changed that much? I mean, I wear glasses, have braces, and another style of clothing, my hair is a little lighter brown then it used to be, but for the rest I didn't change that much.

"Well it's possible cause she did it."

"You're really annoying me."

"I didn't ask for this."

He just plays on his guitar and I go on my phone. Not because I'm gonna chat with someone (I have no friends), or to check social media, just to pretend that I have a life.

After playing 5 minutes of bubble-shooter, I check the time and see that it's already 9. Damn I should go to sleep. I need 8-10 hours sleep, and I have to wake up at 6, so 9 is the perfect time to sleep. Look I don't have a life, okay?

I go to the bathroom in his room and start brushing my teeth. When I walk out of his bathroom, he looks confused at me.

"Why did you brush your teeth?"

"That's called hygiene, you should try that too."

"I mean, why so early?"

"Cause I'm gonna sleep."

"But it's only 9."

"Yeah, and???"

"It's way to early to sleep!"

"No it's not, normally I have to wake up at 6, and I need 8-10 hours sleep, so that..."

"Oh please, no maths after school. You wanna watch some netflix?"

"I don't have netflix."

"Yeah, but I have it dumbass."

"I don't know, I should sleep..."

"Look, I don't live far from school, so you don't have to wake up at 6. What means..."

"That I can watch 1 movie."

"Or 2."

"Let's start with one."

He takes his laptop from his desk and starts netflix.

He sits on his bed. Should I sit next to him? Can I trust him? The guy who used to be my best friend and now hates me?

Why God, why?

Fuck it! I take a seat next to him and we start watching a movie together.

The movie isn't done or I already feel my eyes closing.

Don't fall asleep...

Don't fall asleep...

Don't fall assss...

Don't falllll...

Don't...