𝐔𝐍𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐃

She's Gone

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so as you know i have been writing this story for quite a while now and unfortunately it is coming to an end. i have been hinting at the idea of having a new book series come out and i am currently working on it. once this book ends i will be publishing the first chapter of my new story. if you could please comment and let me know if you want a preview!!!! IT WOULD MEAN A LOT TO ME SO LET ME KNOW AND IF YOU WANT IT I WILL RELEASE A PREVIEW! so yea thanks enjoy the chapter!!

•Mike POV•
I feel my eyes opening. This wasn't supposed to happen. Why am I alive? I look to my left and all my friends are watching me with deep concern. I glare at them and they all stare back.

Lucas looks pissed in a way, but I can tell he is worried. Will looks like he is gonna throw up. Dustin is looking at the floor and Max is about to cry.

"What?" I bluntly ask in almost a whisper.

"What the hell did you do Mike?" Will asks and I roll my eyes.

"Mike, you would've died!" Dustin said getting angry.

"What am I supposed to do!?" I shout.

"Guys, El is gone. She went back to the lab" they all look at me in pure confusion.

"Her blood flow slowed because of weird science shit and she might die." there was an odd silence and I felt tears flowing down my cheeks.

I turned my head to look at them and they all looked back.

"some people dont get their happy ending."

•Lucas POV•
We waited a couple days for Mike to recover in the hospital. When he did we took him to get ice cream, which he was not happy about. When he was depressed the first time, he hated going out or doing anything for that matter. This was terrible.

We dropped him off after ice cream and we all got dropped off at our houses. I sat on my bed just thinking. I have known Mike all my life, he has gone through so much these past years. It's not fair.

I felt my thoughts drifting to Max. She was so pretty. I remembered when El helped me with her, how grateful I was to have a friend like her, I am really going to miss her.

•Mike POV•
Attempt 1: fail
Now it is time for attempt 2, not sure how this could fail. I stared at myself in the mirror, looking at myself for the last time. I had seen everyone in my family one last time. this is it, there isnt any turning back. Once i do it this is it.

What if she comes back? She will come back and I wont be here, should I do this? I doubt she is coming back. Nobody is here to stop me. Why do I still have hope that she is going to come back? Maybe I should try and get some help, I dont have to end it all right now. Who am I kidding? Nothing is going to help how I feel right now, she is gone. forever.

goodbye.

•Lucas POV•
We were all gathered at Max's house, getting ready to call Mike up. We were hoping if we were all together when we asked him to go out he would say yes. Dustin dialed the home phone and it rang. A panicked Mrs. Wheeler picked up the phone.

"Mrs. Wheeler are you ok?" Max asked.

"He is dead! My little baby is gone! Oh my God Mike!" she sobbed on the other end of the phone.

Immediately we hung up and drove over to Mike's house.

I couldn't believe it. he was gone.

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this chapter was extremely hard for me to write, i began crying as i wrote it. please know that this is not glorifying suicide in any way, this is simply a part of my story. for anybody who might be depressed or suicidal just please please know that suicide is never the option there is always another option, just know you are loved even if it doesnt seem that way or something is making you feel alone. I honestly am questioning the way i am ending this story, it is so upsetting and i really want to change it but sometimes it is a good realization that not everything is going to be a happily ever after.
-Ava