Beautifully Broken

war as begun

I walked into the small room that held my belongings. I got undressed and flopped down on my bed. I wasn't sure if I messed up yet but I danm sure wasn't gonna give in. I closed my eyed and thought about tonight. Everything J had did, how he embarrassed me, and most importantly how we could have died. It just hit me that I fucked up badly. It was obvious, just think about it. J didn't even slap my neck after what I did to him. I basically humiliated him in front of some of his workers. We all know that J would never tolerate any sort of bullshit nor fuckery from ANYBODY unless he had a plan of some sort. Even then, they still wouldn't walk away without at least 2 or 3 bruises. I however, walked away with no damage done what so ever! Im fucked as all hell. Its as plan as a fucking giant standing in a room full of little people! [I have no problem with little people btw]. I sit there on my bed just wait for sleep to approach me. I was tired of thinking. Eventually my eye lids felt heavy and I was consumed by the dark void that is sleep.

Next morning:
I was awaken suddenly as I felt like my bed drifting slowly and wobbling in the process. It was pitch black in my room, I wasn't sure why but there was nothing I could do at the time. I jolted up only causing the bed to rock more. I go to jump of the bed and turn on the lights only to fall into deep water. I quickly reach for my bed and pull myself up. I was fucked at this point. I can't swim. I sit there wrapping myself in my blankets for comfort. Im not sure if im more confused or shocked in this moment. I soon realize what was happening. Wasn't it obvious enough? It was joker who set this shit up. "What fuck J? Can you at least turn on the lights?" I scream as loud as possible. Shortly after I hear slight static then a loud agonizing beep that last for three short seconds. "Hello helloooo, ummm it seems someone's in a pit of a pickle here.?"

"J please do me a favor and cut the shit for now.?"

"No promises sweetheart. you called?"

"Yeah, um I'd like it if I had some lights please?"

"Sure thing honey POP, anything else? You know what? Just scratch that last part, I don't feel like it."

"Whatever, J just hurry."

"Wowwww, watch it! That teen angst bullshit is killing my mood." he burst into laughter. I laughed sarcastically, mocking his Ha Ha Ha tattoo. The lights suddenly turn on, but not the way I expected. A bright red glow starts to get brighter and brighter by the second emerging from the water. That's where the light was coming from....

Hey I know, I know! Its been a while. Yes I remember what I said. Im sorry. From now on the updates will be random. Sorry. But as always bu bye!!💖💋😂