Enjoyable Heartbreak

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Dear Razor Blade,

I'm very sorry for making you sad. But, I can't help it. I guess you could say I find happiness in other people's pain, because it helps me get over my own. Sometimes I wanna use you to slit my throat open, but decide against it. I really wanna end it sometimes, I really fucking do. But there's always that thought in my head saying, "Don't do it, there's somebody out there that's gonna miss you..." but the real question is, who? Who's gonna miss me? Shit, they didn't love me enough to help me fight this pain, so why love me when I'm dead. But I'm sorry Razor Blade, my use for you might be coming soon. Get ready to put your pain aside to make someone else happy...

                                                    Sincerely,
                                                Your User ...

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