Control | #Wattys2018 | Yandere Jimin

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(Recently found this song while on VIKI's youtube, and was watching Fight For My Way clip. I really love it!)

I woke up with the heavy feeling of Jimin's arms around my waist. I turned my head to look over my shoulder, seeing the top of Jimin's head buried in my neck. I smiled a bit to myself, letting go of one of Jimin's hands and bringing my arm up to his face.

"Jimin." I mumbled. "Jimin wake up." I cupped his cheek. He groaned slightly, taking one of his hands and whacking mine off his face.

"Yah, don't hit me." I lightly slapped his cheek. Jimin returned his arm to my waist, squeezing harder as he tangled our legs together.

"Ai..." I let go of both his hands, turning my body and re-positioning my legs. 

Jimin buried his face into a pillow once I moved my neck, smiling to himself. "Get up!" I kicked his feet with both of mine.

"10 more minutes." He groaned, pulling me closer to him as he practically as if I was his teddy bear. "I'm not your teddy bear or your mom." I frowned.

"Why would I cuddle my mom?" He asked, still buried in the pillow. "You wouldn't. But I'm not here just to nag you awake, now am I?" I said, anger in my tone even though I was trying not to smile.

"I guess so." He mumbled. "So get up!" I groaned. "No thanks." He said, laying his head on my chest while he hugged my torso. He untangled my legs with his as he wrapped them around my waist, moving his hands right below his head.

"Ai, Jimin wake up." I groaned again, did he not realize it was me? I looked at him, noticing he was slightly snoring as he smiled... Half awake.

"Yah! Stop dreaming." I wrapped my arms around his waist, poking his back a few times. One of his eyes opened, looking at me. He blushed as his eyes widened, unwrapping himself from me and sitting up.

"Sorry." He mumbled. "That's okay, it was fine." I laughed, getting up. I scooted over to him, leaning my head on his shoulder.

"How does... The monster thing work?" I asked, my eyes seeing him tense up. "I don't really know. It takes control of me whenever it likes. I never meant to kill your parents... But it took over, and it killed them."

I kept feeling guilty for him instead of myself. He didn't kill my parents, but then, his body did, my parents were gone because of his obsessions. I didn't know I was crying until one tear landed on my sweatpants.

Jimin was looking down at the time, so when he looked back up at me guilt crowded his. "Please don't cry, it makes me want to kill myself." He scooted closer to me. He grabbed my legs, pulling me down, putting one of his arms beside my head and the other to support his body.

His move wasn't harsh, it was a gentle pull at my legs, the tears still streaming now across the sides of my eyes. 

"Can you stop crying?" He asked in a gentle tone, his voice so soothing it made me calm already. I nodded, but I still felt tears stream when I didn't want them. He sighed, his breath fanning my face. He took his hand and wiped them away with his thumb. 

He leaned down, my eyes closed when his breath fanned my face even more. He planted a kiss on my forehead, I felt my face deepen in color. He moved to my lips, staying directly above them, I could practically feel them but he just stopped moving.

"Jimin," I mumbled, feeling his lips touch mine as I said that. "Yeah?" He asked, why wasn't he moving? "Why aren't you moving?" I asked, practically mumbling against his. 

"Do you want me to?" He mumbled again. "What do you think," I mumbled, he didn't think I didn't want him to, did he?

He still wasn't moving. I leaned in with a small movement, making him lift his head and himself off of me. 

I opened my eyes, furrowing my brows in frustration. "Sorry, I was too close." He sighed. 

I laughed, making him look back at me. "I wasn't trying to get up." I crawled over to him, sitting on his lap. "I wanted to kiss you." I smiled, cupping his cheeks.

His eyes widened as his face practically turned red. "Your cheeks are so cute. You look adorable flustered like that." I giggled, leaning in and planting my lips onto his.

I felt his hands trail to my face, making me let go of his cheeks and wrap my arms around his neck. The kiss was slow, not that I could say it was passionate, we were kinda still. 

Once I felt somewhat awkward just staying in that position I pulled away from his lips, watching him as his eyes fluttered open in confusion. "Why'd you stop?" He asked, looking at me with his big eyes.

"It's kind of awkward just staying like that," I said, before pulling him to me and resting my head on his shoulder, hugging him.

He weirdly put his arms around me, seeming as though he's never hugged before... Imagine that heh....

My hair fell off my shoulder, going on my arm. He let go, looking at me blankly before giving an adorable smile. He took the hair and moved it back onto my shoulder, tucking some behind my ear.

"Still think it's Stockholm?" He joked, before leaning in and kissing my nose. "I love you..." Jimin mumbled against my skin.

"I love you t-"

That's when Jimin and I heard a bang from the front door. Somebody broke the door down.

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I suck don't I? ;3