How It Happens - Merder Oneshots

A Knock On The Door (2)

"Wait.", she said, knowing that if she'd continue now, there'd be no holding back.

"What about your wife?", reality had suddenly hit her. She didn't want to be the other women again. She couldn't be the other women again.

He didn't hesitate at all answering her question, which was probably a good sign.

"I signed the papers this morning. I got them in my car, in case you wouldn't believe me.", he chuckled lightly. He was really doing this. Getting a divorce, starting a new life. And he was relieved, happy even.

She wasn't able to move, neither could she talk. She couldn't believe what he had just said. Was all this just a dream? That would at least explain some things.

"I thought a divorce would be one of the worst things that could happen to me, i thought that I could make it work with Addison, but I don't believe that anymore. I don't believe my marriage can be saved, when I clearly won't stop loving you. When you ran out of that bar yesterday, I realized that losing you would be the worst thing to ever happen to me. It opened my eyes. And I am so sorry Mer", he continued, "I'm sorry that this is how it had to happen. I never meant to hurt you like that. You have to believe me."

"So you chose me?", she couldn't really believe what he just said. In fact she couldn't believe any of what had happened over the last 20 minutes.

"Yes...can I kiss you know?"

She smiled. It was really small and hardly notable, but he just took that as a yes.

He took a step towards her and took both of her hands. They were standing really close to each other now, their bodies were almost touching, there faces so close they could feel each other breathing.

They were just standing there like this and it seemed like forever to her before he finally closed that small gap between them. He let go of her hands to put his hands on her back and pull her in.

Their bodies melted into each other like they were made for each other and as their lips met it was like a fire burst between them.

At first the kiss was slow and very gentle but when she started running her fingers through his hair it got more intense. His tongue somehow found a way through her lips.

He pulled her by the waist, wanting to feel her whole body pressed against his.

He pushed her against the wall in her hallway. They were so close now, not even a piece of paper would've fitted between them.

She could feel the cold hard wall in her back but his warm perfect body at her front.

She had kissed him before but never like this. This time it was different. It was like her whole body had languished for him, like she was finally complete now. It was far away from everything she'd ever experienced in her life, far away from anything she thought was possible to be experienced by anyone.

He ran his fingers through her hair, questioning how he had been able to live without her these past few weeks.

She wrapped her legs around his waist.

His lips left her lips only to continue kissing that spot on her neck he knew drove her crazy.

They lost every sense of time but when they let go of each other it felt like it'd only been a few seconds. Her hair was a total mess and her lips were swollen, she was breathing heavily and her heart was beating way faster than it probably should. He was still holding her because otherwise she probably would've sunken to the floor.

Neither of them actually remembered how they even made it to the bedroom but when they did, his hands grabbed the hem of her shirt and after he had taken it off he started kissing her down her neck over her bra covered breast and her belly until he reached her pants.

He gently opened them, pulled them slightly down and continued kissing.

Shivers were sent through her whole body as he kissed over the lace of her black panties.

She then grabbed his head and pressed his lips onto hers again. She opened button after button of his shirt. She needed to feel his bare skin against hers.

She had missed him so much these past few weeks. The uncertainty whether they'd ever get back together or not had driven her crazy.

"Are you sure about this, Mer?", he asked.

She took a small step away from him to look him in the eyes.

"Look, I don't completely trust you right now, but in order to be with you, I have to learn how to trust you again. And I really want to trust you, so I'm just gonna try. But if you pull something like that again-"

"I won't.", he interrupted her, "No more secret wives, I promise."

"I'm serious.", she said, wondering whether that was supposed to be funny.

"I know, I'm sorry. You know what I meant."

Their eyes locked and they both could see the desire, but also love and care in each others eyes as they continued what they not only wanted to do, but also what they had to do at that point. There was no holding back now.

A/N

This chapter is a little shorter than the first one because actually I was planning on writing a disgustingly detailed sex scene, but I couldn't really get myself to do it and also I wasn't sure whether people would even want to read something like that, so please let me know.

So I'm really sorry this is so short, but I'm already working on my next oneshot, which I'll post in a few days hopefully.

Until then please like and review this chapter, I really appreciate and use your feedback.