YES, DADDY?

stressed out

today i'm so so stressed because i had planned so many things, one of them was to study all the four points i have left of my history's theme but i cannot focus I don't know why and i've been studying the same point for two hours now and I'm feeling so down and sad and frustrated i wish i had a master so i could send them a message and they could tell me cute things like how well i am doing and how much of a good kitten i am and those kind of things, and it would be even better if they lived here with me so i could go to their house or they could come to my house and i could lay down on their chest and just let myself drift into my mental space and play with them with some toys, idk, I just wanna calm myself because i really need to focus. i had planned to study one theme per four days but i don't know how this is gonna end up