Always Have.....Always Will

CHAPTER 8: All Good Things Come To An End

●RYAN●

        I woke up with my arm around Lily's waist as we spooned with each other. I thought of making her breakfast and serving it to her in bed.

        I slowly began removing my hands. I kissed her shoulder before getting up, putting on my boxers and right as I turned to start walking towards the door, I heard Lily's phone go off that sounded like it was a text notification.

        Now, I trust my girl and everything. I just thought it was probably Lynn being a bitch and trying to wake my angel up.

        So I walked over, grabbed it, ready to text Lynn. Then I notice that she had ten missed calls and a few texts. Though they weren't from Lynn. They were from a guy named Jason. 'Who the fuck was texting my girl? I thought to myself.

         I unlocked the phone, and began to read it.

        Jason: I KNOW YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKING AROUND YOU CUNT! DANIEL HAS SHOWN ME PICTURES OF YOU AND THAT UGLY FUCK! HE IS DEAD, DO YOU HEAR ME?! I WILL BE COMING BACK SOON! YOU ARE MINE! YOU BELONG TO ME!

        'Whoa whoa, what the fuck?!' I thought to myself. First of all, I didn't like the way this Jason guy was talking to Lily.

        Then on the other hand. My heart starts to drop as soon as I begin reading more texts and started to realize that his has got to be her boyfriend. But why the hell didn't she mention she had somebody already? Was she just using me for sex so that she could say she fucked me and played me?

        I didn't want to believe it. However, here was the proof. She was just another fucking whore that doesn't give two shits.

         I never should have taken my walls down and trust her. Fuck!! I said out loud in my head. I needed to leave. I needed to get the hell out of here and blow off some steam and go to the gym.

         Though, right as I began getting into my car, my phone rang. It was Rick.

         I was beyond filled with anger and rage. What the fuck did this asshole want?

        "What the fuck do you want?" I answered pissed off.

        "Easy there bro. You better watch your tone." Rick threatens.

        "What. Do. You. Want?!" I repeated through clenched teeth and ignoring his threat.

        "I have a job for you." He said.

        Normally, I would say 'no.' But this time, since life is turning into shit and I can't think of anything else. I just hear him out.

        I took in a quick deep breath and let it out right before asking, "What's the job?" I asked knowing deep down that I might regret returning to my past life.

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●LILY●

       I woke up to an empty bed. I began looking around and calling out for Ryan. But he didn't answer.

        I spot my phone on the kitchen counter and picked it up to try and get a hold of Ryan. Though before I can, I see that I had text messages and that looked to have been read already.

        Shit! I said to myself. I wonder if he read it. He had to have.

       "Oh my god." I said out loud. I have to go to find him and try and explain.

        I tried non-stop, for the past few hours, texting and calling him. He kept sending my calls to voicemail. I would see that on the texts, it was read.

         'Oh my god.' I said to myself. I hope he let's me explain.

         I quickly started heading over to Lynns'  house, hoping he's there.

        Luckily, I see his truck in the driveway.

        After making an abrupt stop in front of their house, on the curb, I get out and start running up towards the door.

        I begin catching my breath as I knock on the door.

        It took a couple of minutes, but Lynn finally answered. She looked hurt.

        "Is Ryan home?" I ask. Feeling so terrible and sick to my stomach. I know he told her already.

        She sighed and stepped to the side to let me in.

        I came in and right as she closed the door behind me, she walks in front of me.

        "He's in his room. " She says.

         "Lynn. I swear, it isn't what he thought."

         "I know, Lily. But he's my brother. And I don't want to be in the middle of it. But I also know that you're not like that. However, I must warn you, he usually is set in his ways. He fell for you harder than anyone and I haven't seen him this hurt since our parents died."

          Just then my heart broke into pieces. I nodded my head before heading upstairs.

         When I got to his door, I took in a quick breath and let it out before knocking.

         Though he still didn't answer. So I tried the door handle and as I turned it, and slowly start to open the door and peeking my head around. I thought he would be in here. But no. I didn't see him.

          That was until I saw his bathroom door open and saw him walking out wearing nothing but a towel around his waist. He still hadn't noticed me. So I walked  towards him a little more and shut the door behind me.

         "Ryan?" I said while feeling terrified.

        He snaps his head back to look at me. He looks pissed as he's clenching his jaw.

        "What the hell do you want?!" He demanded.

        "Please. The message you read. It wasn't from some gu....." I was cut off.

         "Save it. I should've known you were no different than the girls who approach me after fights. And the girls in school. Maybe that was my problem. Trusting some eighteen year old who could tell people she fucked Ryan Collins and fucked him over so that you could boost your popularity status." He looks me up and down in disgust while shaking his head. "Besides, don't think that I didn't notice the scars on your body. You probably thought it would make you feel better emotionally to get with me so you didn't have to cut yourself."

         Pain was all I felt in my chest. My heart. It was hurting so badly, making it hard to breathe. Tears began filling my eyes and blurring up my vision. I tried to ignore for a moment what was said.

         "I swear, it isn't what you think. And Jason is my...." he cuts me off again.

         "I already know. So don't try to fucking explain. I bet your parents and step brother must be so proud of how their slutty daughter turned out to be."

          I couldn't hold it in anymore. Tears came pouring out and I ran out of the bedroom and out of the house as fast as I could. Lynn had tried to stop me. But I just got into my car and sped off back to my house.

         He's right. I am nothing. I am a disgusting whore who doesn't deserve love.

Next chapter will be posted today! :)