Let Me Figure It Out

Let Me Figure It Out [10]

Tasha

"Babe you know someone by the name of Zeekiah" I asked taking off my shoes and getting in bed beside him.
"Nah who that one of your niggas?" He asked staring at the tv still
"Haha Nope. It's Ja'Dia's new boo. We met him the night we went out and now she all over him like she never seen a guy before" I sighed
"Sounds like your jealous" he said nonchalant
"What the fuck is your problem!" I shouted lifting up looking at him
"What you mean Tasha?" He said finally looking at me
"You got an attitude for? Huh. Bad day at work?"
"I didn't go to work"
"Why"
"You asked me if I had a bad day the answer was no. Why keep asking questions."
"Yea you got a whole attitude "
"I was watching the game until Yo loud ass came in here" he said texting
"I am not loud. Plus I wanna talk anyways"
"What's on your mind"
"Where did you go when I kicked you out?"
"A friend's"
"Oh. You didn't seem like you missed me"
"Tasha I'm really not trying to start an argument with you to be honest. Plus you know I missed you so stop. Come on if you wanna argue I can leave I'm tired"
"Nigga you ain't even work today what you tired for"
"Man don't start today is not the day" he said getting out the bed making me stand up too waiting for him to try me
"What you gonna do nigga nothing. Exactly! You ain't about it!" I shouted he started clenching his jaw
"Alright I'll holla at you later." He then started grabbing clothes and putting them in his Nike bags
"Where you going" I asked snatching the clothes back out
"Chill out Tasha before you get fucked up." He pushed me roughly which caused me to slip on a pair of his jeans making me fall. He came over to help me up but I start throwing punches at him and he dropped me on the bed walking back to packing
"Don't fucking push me nigga." I said getting off the bed walking over to him slapping him in the face. But soon as I tried to walk off he yanked my slamming me up against the wall. He then placed his arms around me neck I tried to kick him but it didn't work he lifted me off the ground.
"What I told you about putting your hands on me." He said through gritted teeth.
"Sorry..." I whispered trying to gasp for air still
He then dropped me to the ground and continued to pack.
"Your not taking my car Dre!"
"I don't need your car or you" he said looking me in my eyes causing me to start crying
"What does that mean? Your leaving me?" He was walking down the stairs
"No you need time to yourself " he shut the door I walked to the window watching him get into a red camaro. I've seen that car before I just can't think about it right now. I went into the kitchen and poured me a shot of Hennessy then a shot turned into the entire bottle. I sat down on the couch staring at a picture of me and him back when we first bought this house together. Things were a lot different then. Now all we do is argue and fight I can tell a difference in him too he's out later then he normally does he's not interested in sex like he used to be. I think someone has his attention but I can't say I'm not to blame. My attitude has always been a thing he hated and now it's been getting worse. I don't know what is going on maybe my hormones are out of whack. I opened another bottle getting in the car heading over to Angela and Ja'Dia's house to vent.

Adreeyan

"Who was that peeking out the window?" Sarah asked as she pulled off from where I asked her to come get me
"Nobody you have to worry about baby" I said leaning over kissing her on the cheek. I smiled at her
"Why you had all those clothes. Was it your old spot"
"Yea something like that. Remember when you asked me about moving in?" She nodded bitting her lip while turning on the expressway
"Well let's do it. I'm sick of having to wait to see you"
"What about your job." She said looking over at me
"I'll figure that out later" I shrugged
"Alright now I gotta change the house around I know your gonna complain about all the pink furry chairs and throws" she smiled excitedly. I smirked looking over at her while lighting a blunt. Tasha really has been trippin lately so I've been over Sarah's more. Plus not to mention I'm actually feeling lil mama a lot more than just a quick and easy fuck. When I first met her I was picking Tasha up at work and she was having car troubles she looked really stressed out. And after watching her for about 30 minutes I finally got out to help her. By the time I fix her car Tasha came out yelling calling me a hoe. Long story short I got her number that day and we been kicking it since. and that was almost 2 years ago and I haven't got caught up. At first it was strictly sex all the time but feelings got involved and here we are. She genuinely care for me not saying Tasha doesn't but she's different. When she mad at me she tells me what's up not walk around throwing shit and wanting to physically fight me and put me out a house we both bought. Plus it doesn't take much to please her all it takes is for me to be there and show her I care. Tasha wants me to buy her shit constantly and take her out all the time. I don't get time to save up cause I was always giving her money.
"Eww babe that stinks" she complained as the smoke floated in her face I chuckled and let my window down
"Just a lil herb baby"
"Yes and it stinks what you want me to cook tonight" she asked
"Since you asked I do love your chicken pasta you be making me" I said she nodded she then dropped me off at the house while she went to the store. While she was gone I looked at the messages on my phone

Tasha 🙄 - so your leaving me?
Tasha 🙄 - after all we've been through
Tasha 🙄 - we were supposed to start a family but you wanna run the streets
Tasha 🙄- so your ignoring me now Adreeyan?!
Tasha 🙄 - fine! Fuck you and I hope Shane puts a target on your ass!!

Shane 🔌💰 - what's up man I ain't heard from you in a minute thinking about running out?
Dre - never that man I was just about to tell you to come over Sarah house so we can talk
Shane 🔌💰- say no more

I then locked my phone went up and took a shower by the time i got out and dressed the doorbell rung.
"What's up money man" I said giving Shane dap
"Nothing much just running a business" we chuckles and sat on the couches
"What's been going on in the zones man?" He asked lighting his blunt
"Man same ole shit like always. Just had to leave Tasha crazy ass man she buggin out" I shook my head taking the blunt from him
"Damn! Not Tasha. I thought y'all would last forever" he said
"Me too but I don't think so no more"
"You catching feelings for white girl ain't you" he smirked
"Yeah man. She got me" I said
"Damn Adreeyan done got himself a white girl!" He shouted making us bust out laughing. Just then Sarah came back in with some bags
"Here baby let me help you" I said taking them out her hands and carrying them to the kitchen
"Hi Sarah" Shane said giving her a hug
"Oh hey I remember you from earlier today at the shop"
"Baby this is Shane my boy way from back"
"Shane? I thought you were Zeek" she asked
"Yes I am Zeek it's just some refer to me as Shane also" he said making her nod
"Well I'm about to cook want some?" She asked he looked at me and I laughed
"Yes man she can cook" I said making Sarah turn around
"What not all white girls bad cooks okae" we laughed and finished talking until she was finished cooking