Save Me (J.jk x readers) - BTS INCLUDED -

CHAPTER 6 (...mistake?)

Y/n POV

I love it. But as much i love it.... I can't.
I can't. No.... I can't fall back in love.... I don't even know what my feelings towards him is all about.

This is just confusing. God!

I did it. I broke the kiss. I pushed him softly. He was confused. No.... i push him again and run away.

I can't have this feeling again no.....

JUNGKOOK POV

CRAP YOU FREAKING ASSHOLE JUNGKOOK... why... why did you kiss her. Oh my god... what did i do... no no no no.

Y/N POV

I run away towards the gate of the school. Good thing i didn't brought my bags so I didn't have to get back to class. I was about to call a taxi when...

??? POV

As usual i was walking down the hallway. Ignoring all the classes that i skipped. Cause I don't care.

When i was about to head the toilet i saw a silhouette was running behind me. Its a girl. Wait... is she crying?

I run towards her and tap her shoulder.
When she looked back at me. I could clearly see her tears but it won't come out of the eye which confused me..

Y/N POV

"Are you okay?" Said the guy who was just tapped my shoulder. I answer "what... as if you care... who are you?".

"Oh... hehe i just saw you were running so i thought i could help with something?". He smile a bit. It was sweet.

"No... I don't need any of your help. Thanks". I walked again. My back was facing him.

"Hmm... weird girl." He mumbled. Which i could hear. Then i realize isn't that one of the jocks at school?.

What was his name again?....
Oh yeah.... Park Chanyeol.

MARK POV
I was riding my car of course. I was on my way home. When suddenly i saw a figure was walking on the streets, alone.
....
....
Y/n?

Y/n POV

Gosh..... I can't believe it. How can i become so foolish. As much as i do love him. I can't just kiss him. When he did that it ruined our friendship.

He was my very first friend after i got trauma if all that happen to me, including tae. Then, he kissed me? I can't just let him do that.

I don't wanna lose him....
No

"TING-TING!!!"
I looked beside me an oddly familiar car.
"YAH! Y/n you skipped school?" The guy pull the window down and oh... its my brother.

"No..." i lied. "Liar... huh get in" he sighed and opened the door for me. I got in without hesitation and just stared at the window.

"Tell me..." he said while driving the car. I didn't answer. Then he took a second glance at me and said "yah...just let it out" he force me softly.

I did tell him about the "kiss accident" but I didn't tell the name. Cause i damn know he will search the person and confront him.

He touched my hand and caress it gently. "Its okay... you can talk about it tomorrow" he said calmly still fixing his gaze on the streets.

I just ignored him and stared at the window.

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2 weeks later-
(A/n: i know its a long gap... hehe forgive me 😂)

I completely ignored jungkook. Sometimes i catch him staring at me. I also do sometimes glance at him......maybe often?.

While i was ignoring him. He was trying to make me jealous... uh excuse me I'm not that jealous type kay? So he failed.

I once caught him was super clingy to a girl and also the girl was super duper clingy to him. I just rolled my eyes and said "Yah.... get a room" while walking.

I could see jungkook face was desperate. I did miss him. But, i just need time.

Also, sometimes all the other boys, yes BTS try to get me back to jungkook. I also ignored them.

NAMJOON TRYIES:
"Y/n... you do know there is someone that miss you right?" He said while grinning to me. I just sarcastically grin back and leave him.

JIN TRIES :
"Y/n-ah.... do you want to come to my party? I promise i will make you the most pretty girl in there and you will catch" ( leaned back at me and whisper) "jungkook".

"No... I can't beside you are more beautiful than me why don't you try to seduce him?". I said and walked off.

YOONGI TRIES:
"Y/n! You damn know why i come here.." he said with those laziness eyes.
I replied "yes so get lost." I walk away again.

HOSEOK TRIES:
"Y/n-ah!!" He said while skipping towards me. I just simply said "HOSEOK THERE IS A SNAKE BEHIND YOU... WATCH OUT!".

He was screaming and ran away. I ended up laughing like an idiot.

JIMIN TRIES:
He was smiling to me with those freaking beautiful eye smiles "y/n- ah.."
I cut him off "jimin.... if you try to seduce me back to jungkook i'll make sure you have your grades down." I said while doing my eye smile as well.

Then he walked away.

TAE TRIES:
I was in my locker and i closed it. Then I realize next to me was tae.

"Don't tell me he also told you to seduce me?" I said lazily. I was done with everyone at the moment.

"Yup.... and y/n i know this "seducing" thing won't work so yeah... and i....got a say im really sorry for breaking your heart y/n-ah... and i do miss you. Crap! Ugh im so sorry". He said with a tearing eyes.

"You make me go nuts you know?. Trauma." I said. The he shot his head in front of me "TRAUMA?! Oh my freaking god im such an asshole! Im so sorry y/n-ah". He keep looking down.

I could hear that he was sobbing....
So i did the unexpected thing. I was quite shocked myself.

I....hug him. "Yah.... don't do this to me... okay? Hehe" i said while tapping his back.

Then he looked at me and hug me tight. Yes he was the only person that knows every detail about my pass.

That's why i still do trust him.