Small Thoughts of a Tall Girl

Thought 23

Him

He was the loud one

He made me laugh

Harder then I have in a while

Not since him

He reminded me of a boy I know

They both like the same band

They both are hilarious weirdos 

And I developed a crush 

I didn't tell anyone

Not even my best friend

For I could not bare

The thought of loosing him 

They way I lost the boy before him

So I shut my mouth

Until the time was right

But that time never came

For he found her

The silent one 

They fell for each other

Hard

And I was forgotten

I let him go

Because he was the only thing she had left

So I let go for her 

For him

And I became their "child". 

I was happy for the most part

They fought a lot

And I seemed to be the reason why

Now she's gone from my life

Sick of me 

I don't blame her

Yet I'll always remember her

It will be tough for him

He's not going to like our separation 

Yet maybe it's for the best

Even if I don't want to believe it.