Small Thoughts of a Tall Girl

Thought 43

Sick to my stomach

Hurting inside

Tears I cannot shed

I don't want to try

Falling to the floor

After all that was said

Replaying in my ears

Again and again

I don't want to talk tomorrow.

Godamnit, can you just stop?

Leave me alone.

This is a waste of my time.

What did I ever do?

I'm not sure myself

Anger building slowly

Unable to make it melt

Lately, it seems

That at the end of each day

No matter what happens

I feel farther away

Drifting, almost gone

Confused and unaware

I can't think straight anymore

Without feeling scared

Tell me what I've done

So I can fix what's wrong

I can predict soon

This won't last very long

If you keep lashing out

If I can't use my brain

Something says in my ear

They'll be nothing left to save.