Small Thoughts of a Tall Girl

Thought 46

I hear her voice

Cue the heartache

Cue the wishing

Cue the desiring 

I see her face

Cue the admiration 

Cue the staring

Cue the idolization 

Why is love so difficult

I wish it came easily

I wish I could do everything she needs

I wish I could wave a wand and erase her worries

But of course I know why life doesn't happen like that

Love is nothing if there's no meaning

If you don't work for it,

It's worthless

But even if I have this straight in my head

No matter the times I say it to myself

Muttering under my breathe

I still am empty without her.