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Separated

A/N  Mostly part 3 is about how Deeks & Kensi feel after separated. Deeks can barely think about how things are messed up with Kensi. Also Kensi isn't really comfortable either how things changed. Also I want to apoligize for all the typos in part 2. Enjoy!

Densi_Gurls_KAAK (K)

        Deeks sighed, it was Saturday. Today was it, the last time he would see the rest of his team, the most important one too. Kensi-he couldn't blame her- acted edgy and it felt so wrong. He stared at his luggage, he could barely fit it in the trunk. He thought about Kensi's reaction when he had told her that he was leaving to Las Vegas, Nevada.  He wondered what Sam, Callen, and the rest reactions would be like. He got in his car and started the engine, when his car moved the weight in the trunk dragged on the ground and there was a screech which caused Deeks to flinch. But when he got to more even ground it stopped. As he reached the Naval Criminal Investigation Service Office, he hesitated, everything had gone. He entered the room, and walked to his table. Sam and Callen looked up from there table. "Why so gloomy?" Callen joked. "Oh, you know, just the usual. " Deeks replied.  WHAT!? Deeks was highly depressed but he never would say that. He'd usually make something up that's funny, not stupid. Callen just looked at him strange, what a relief, and Sam wasn't paying much attention, also a relief.  Then, what not a relief, Kensi walked in. She looked at Deeks and nodded. That. Was. It. He had enough of this, he couldn't stand it! He had to talk to Kensi A.S.A.P! She sat down and Deeks did the same. Kensi was upset, he knew that very well, he doubted she would want to talk to him face to face. He pulled out his phone and dialed Kensi's number and then went to text message.

Kensi, I , messed up, I know I did! But we can't stay like this. we have to be clear with each other before I leave. I cant go away with things like this!  ~D

He waited for her reply.

Deeks, I know u better then u think, u think u i dont want 2 talk 2 u face 2 face. but im ready, I cant stay like this 4ever. meet outside   ~K

Deeks stood up casually and walked outside. Sooner then he expected Kensi showed up. Deeks started this so he spoke first. "Kensi, I-I, want to ask you something." Kensi held her head up high.  "Anything." "Tuesday,  when you said goodbye.  Did you mean-" Deeks stumbled. Kensi looked thoughtful at him. "Deeks, Im sorry, I was mad. But I never meant to hurt you this bad. And I understand that you couldn't tell me. Also, Monday when you asked me why did I save you. I saved you because, well, I don't know what I'd do if you were gone. Even now, I still don't know." Deeks jerked his head up when he heard a voice.Callen! "Hey Deeks, Hetty wants you!"Deeks despite the fact Kensi and him were clear with eachother he felt sick. "I got to go." He mumbled to Kensi. When he looked at Kensi she looked just as reluctant as Deeks.

        When Deeks reached the Hetty's office the door was already open so he just walked in. "You need to leave." Well now I know Hetty's going to miss me he thought to himself. "But you haven't told the others yet." Deeks was slightly confused.  "I'm not going to tell them until you leave." Deeks swore everytime he talked to this lady she made no sense at all. "Go now Mr.Deeks, the sooner tou go, the sooner I tell them." There was no point in arguing, he couldn't defeat Hetty. Deeks walked out of her office and walked towards Kensi. "I have to leave, but will you at least come with me to my car." "Of course." Deeks and Kensi headed outside and once they got out of site his hand slipped together with hers. They reached his car and Deeks turned and gently turned Kensi so they were face to face. There were no words to be said, Kensi and Deeks leaned in at the same time and hugged. Warmth spread over him but he knew that if they didn't stop soon they risked getting caught. Deeks pulled back and Kensi did the same. Reluctantly Deeks got into his car and backed away, he watched in the side door mirror to see Kensi receding in the distance.

         Kensi watched as Deek's car drive away. And then, she walked to her own. She cranked the engine and headed Deeks direction. Kensi kept going and going, but she stayed behind his car a little ways. Kensi couldn't believe she was doing this! She even had a little conversation with herself.

Why are you doing this!?

Because I love Deeks!

But you told yourself over and over you had no feelings for him.

That was a long time ago!

Kensi didn't care, she had feelings for him, she couldn't let him go, she couldn't.

        Callen, Sam, Eric, and Nell waited down stairs. Hetty had told them she had something important to say. And while they were discussing what it could be Hetty walked in. "It looks like you all came-wait,  where is Kensi?" "I don't know" Sam replied "I haven't seen her at all this morning." Eric said. "Me either. " Nell agreed with Eric. "Last time I saw her she and Deeks walked outside after he came out of your office." Callen answered. Hetty narrowed her eyes at Callen's answer.

        Deeks has been in Las Vegas for two days already. He had alreasy gotten used to his new partner, Kylie Jeen. She was nice and a great partner to work with, ... but she wasn't Kensi. Everytime he looked at her he thought of Kensi, they looked alot alike, but at the same time they didn't.

That night Kylie and Deeks watched a movie together and his phone wrang. He picked it up and realised it was from.... Hetty? He answered, he listened. And wished he hadn't.  The phone slid out of his hand and dropped to the floor. "Deeks? Deeks, are you okay? "Kylie asked.  Deeks ran out of the hotel that he wished he never entered. On his way back to Los Angeles, Deeks thought his world ended. Kensi was dead!

        Kensi froze, had she really just done all of that?

She followed Deeks to Las Vegas, saw him stareing at Kylie on the first day! Secretly put cameras in Deeks's car hoping he wouldn't find them. Driving back to Los Angeles and edited Hetty's voice and made a fake phone call saying that Kensi was dead.

She wanted to see if Deeks really loved her. Would he come back or would he stay with that Kylie.  Also she risked getting caught by Hetty. That was the last thing she wanted! Kensi looked at the camera that was hid in Deeks' s car. He was in there! And he looks upset and miserable!  What has she done?! she screamed to herself.

        The next morning Kensi knew Deeks's would be in his apartment. She drove over there that morning to show him she was not dead so he could breathe. She took a deep breath realising she had crushed Deeks. How could she ever make up for it. She pressed the door bell her fingers shaking. Her gulp got stuck in her breath as the door opened. Deeks stood there, he was looking down. But when he looked up, his face brightened enormously!  "Kensi!" Deeks didnt hesitate and hugged her.  She hugged back and then they both stopped. "I broke seven laws racing over here for you!" He joked. Kensi giggled, mabey he won't be as mad. Then his smiled disappeared.  "What is Hetty gonna do?" "Lets find out." was all she could say. Together they left to the NCIS building.

When they got there Kensi didn't see anyone so they went straight to Hetty's office. (To Kensi right now it was also known as Hetty's dungeon) They walked in there, and in there, was a mad Hetty. "Kensi and Deeks! " "List-" Deeks tried to interrupt her but failed. "I want no explanation! For what you did you should be fired! But,... that would be a loss to me,... so your not. Leave this office right now or I might change my mind. Kensi and Deeks literally ran out of there. All of that had happened so quickly. She was very suprised they weren't fired. Deeks looked at Kensi, "That ended way better then I thought!" Deeks laughed. And that's one of the many things Kensi loved about Deeks. He never lost his spirit. Kensi hoped that they would never be separated again.

I hope you enjoyed this! Please comment I will take any criticism!