Jar of Hearts (Matthew Espinosa Fanfiction)

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

Later that night, I got a call from Brandon saying that he was just checking up on us and that he loved me very much. I was happy to know that he cared about me because I cared about him so much more. After my call, we were all still full of energy so we played truth or dare. Carter started first and his was to Cam. "Truth or dare?" "Dare. BRING IT ON!" Cameron said anxiously. "Okay, I dare you to make out with Francesca for 5 minutes straight." Carter said with his eyebrows moving up and down. Cameron looked at Francesca and said, "Wow I thought this would be an uncomfortable dare but whatever your loss!" and started to kiss her all over the place and kisses her hard. After that was over it was my turn for truth or dare. "Truth or Dare child?" Cameron said as I slowly started to stand up. "Dare!" I said making random hand motions. "Oh god you don't know what you got yourself into but fine!" Cam said. "Okay then, I dare you to start grinding on Matt and kissing him every time for 3 minutes straight and no stopping!" He said licking his lips. I looked at Matt and he looked at me. We both smiled and bam... We were grinding. Everyone kept laughing and making noises every time we went and press each other's bodies together. After we were done, Matt was out of breath and so was I. Who knew grinding could be so tiring?! "Wow you guys looked like you had fun..." Nash said laughing. "It wasn't that bad, it was actually kind of fun. Sorry I sound stupid don't I?" Matt said. "Not at all, I agree with you." I said and he started to blush. "Okay you two love birds, can we keep playing?" Jack Johnson said impatiently. "Oh yea right! Nash truth or dare?" I asked. "Truth." Nash said. "Oh I see that you are scared to be dared but alright chicken. If you were a girl, which of the guys would you want to marry?" I asked Nash as his eyebrows went up. "Come one it would be me definitely!" Cam said. "If I could marry one of you guys it would be.... Either cam or Jack Glinskey." Nash said looking kind of embarrassed. "Wow good choices Nash!" I said sarcastically. "Shut up!" Nash said as he pushed me to the side. All of a sudden I feel this sharp pain in my foot and scream. "WHATS WRONG? ARE YOU OKAY?" Matt says coming towards me. "Dumbass look down!" There was blood all over the floor. Then I saw what caused it..... There was a soda can on the ground and I must have stepped on it. "WELL SOMEONE CALL 9 1 FUCKING 1!" Cameron screamed to Nash. All of a sudden everything went dark.

When I woke up I saw Matt beside me playing with my hair. "What happened to me?" I said louder than I expected. "Your in the hospital. You had to get 13 stitches on your foot. Remember?" Matt reminded me. "Oh yea." I said as I groaned and rolled over to the side. Then all of a sudden I looked at my wrist. My bracelets were gone. I freaked out and hoped that Matt didn't see anything until he grabbed my wrist and I saw a tear roll down his cheek. "Why would you do this to yourself? Your so magnificent and beautiful... Why?" He asked sadly. I didn't know whether to cry or to explain everything. "I just didn't love myself and thought that nobody else did either. I'm so sorry." I said trying not to cry. Matt took my hand and said, "We'll get through this together and I'll always, always be there for you. I promise." I looked at his beautiful eyes and shook my head in agreement and cuddled with him.

The next morning the doctors said I was free to leave. That was the good news, but the bad news was that I had to use crutches for a week and a half. I hated using crutches. The main reason why was because, when I was little I broke my ankle and had to use crutches for a month or so and kept on falling flat on my face because I didn't know how to use them. As we got out of the hospital, Matt helped me get into the car. I felt so bad that I made him stay in the hospital with me. "Hey Matt... I'm really sorry about making you wait in the hospital for me. I wouldn't want to do anything to upset you, you know that right?" I said to Matt. "What are you talking about? If I didn't want to be there for you then I would have left. And did I leave? Nah I didn't because I lov-....." He stopped, looking a little red. Was he about to say that he loved me? I started to blush and said, " I love you too Matt." I saw him smiling from the side and I felt this instant joy inside of me.