100 Days a Slave - NAMJIN

|Chapter Twenty Six - Kiss or Miss?|

Unedited (Like super unedited cuz i didnt even read over once like im so bad ahahsh)

NARRATOR'S POV

Jin sat on the stool, slumping lazily, weeping silently.

flashback

"You can do whatever you want. Because I'll be moving to America, with Hyesang." Namjoon bluntly said as Jin let go of his plastered finger.

"What?" Jin choked as his tear stained cheeks became redder, his heart sinking into the pit of his stomach. Namjoon stood up from the dining chair, and looked at Jin who was still sitting down.

"Hyesang and I... can't get divorced. We have to stay together, as husband and wife. Forever." Namjoon continued. "I'm sorry. Just...get over me. Okay?"

Jin's lips quivered as his throat began to go dry.

"You said you would love me forever. You said that no matter how hard things get for us, we'd stay together." Jin kept his eyes steady, resting on Namjoon's face that was paler than ever. It was if the blood was shrinking away from his face. "What is this?"

Guilt took over Namjoon. It was swallowing him up and devouring him.

"I'm sorry-"

Jin hugged Namjoon's waist, burying his face into his stomach.

"Please don't leave me!" He cried.

Namjoon didn't care anymore, after a long time of oblivious torture, he decided to let go and cry too. A tear rolled down his cheek, and he softly grabbed Jin's wrist removing them from his waist before wiping his lover's tears with his thumbs, a gesture Namjoon was now used to doing.

"I love you but I have to leave you."

The heart breaking pain that Jin felt could only be caused by his one true love; Kim Namjoon.

And the worst part of it all was that Namjoon knew exactly how much he was hurting him, because he felt the same pain.

end of flashback.

The same scene kept repeating torturously in Jin's mind for the past coulple of days.

He was always spaced out or caught off guard.

"Sir?" The bartender repeated.

Jin snapped out of his thoughts. "Maybe just one more." He answered and Jin knew it was a lie.

He was all alone in the bar, taking shots all by himself, while his friends were at a club celebrating Namjoon's birthday. Even Jackson tagged along with them, for it was Jin's order.

"Namjoon you stupid prick, how can you be so cold!" He wept looking at his empty shot glass.

He chugged down the next one and the next and the next.

He was drunk not only with alcohol but with fatigue and heart ache.

"How can you say you love me, when you're gonna hurt me again with your harsh words?"