100 Days a Slave - NAMJIN

|Chapter Eighteen - A Mess|

(Unedited)

NARRATOR'S POV

"What if Jin doesn't love me anymore?"

"Shut the fuck up hyung, of course, he does." Jimin stressed. "He left because he was worried about-"

"Jimin I ruined everything for him!" Namjoon shouted throwing the cup of noodles off the table onto the floor before storming out the restaurant.

Not long after Jimin scurried after him, following Namjoon who heedlessly walked the streets without a single care in the world.

"Hyung!" Jimin called.

"Go home." Namjoon slurred, Jimin noticed that the alcohol started to kick in Namjoon's system.

The night was dark, harsh and cold, making Namjoon feel lonelier than ever. The sounds of horns honking and people chattering was nothing but a pain in the ass to Namjoon, with the effect of the alcohol making it even rougher for him.

"Hyung, I told you already that hospital food tastes bad, so stop walking away from me if you don't want to end up in a hospital bed." Jimin begged grabbing Namjoon's arm only to be punched in the jaw by the older one.

Jimin swiveled his head in shock and sighed in disappointment. "You little shit!" Jimin yelled kicking him in the stomach, then he punched him back, causing a wound on the corner of his hyung's lips. Namjoon took a few steps back trying to get his balance back."Wake up Kim Namjoon!" He screamed.

Namjoon tried to bash into Jimin to try and knock him down, however, he failed, as Jimin sort of pulled him into a hug, he attempted to push Namjoon down to the ground. He succeeded, but Namjoon kept his grip on Jimin which resulted in both of them lying side by side, with wounds plastered onto their faces.

Jimin became emotional, his heart wrenched and his cheeks grew cold. Jimin sat up and eyed Namjoon. "If you miss Jin and want to protect him, go watch him at least. Saying that your mom will do shit isn't an excuse for you to not to anything. Jin hyung is struggling already. At least try to help him out of this misery." Jimin sniffled, wiping his tears.

Namjoon took deep breaths in response, drunk not only with alcohol but also fatigue not to mention heart break.

"I'm not going to do anything." Namjoon mumbled.

A flame of anger ignited within Jimin. He grabbed Namjoon by the collar letting only his lower body be rested on the cold concrete ground. "What did you say? Do you want to die?!" Jimin threatened shaking his hyung violently."YOU AREN'T GOING TO DO ANYTHING?!"

"I can't do this anymore." He uttered.

Jimin gritted his teeth and tightened his grip onto Namjoon. "How can you say something so selfish when Jin is struggling too. You selfish bastard." He spoke softly as his voice started to soften. Jimin was crying but not as much as Namjoon.

Namjoon finally made eye contact with him and tears cascaded from both their eyes.

"But I still love him."

"IF YOU LOVE HIM DON'T LET HIM GO! IF YOU RUINED HIM DO EVERYTHING YOU CAN TO FIX IT AND MAKE HIM FEEL PROTECTED." Jimin badgered letting go of him, getting on his feet. "If you really love him, you shouldn't be breaking down acting like you will never see him. Think of something to do you idiot punk!"

Jimin exhaled, tasting his salty tears as he patted the wound on his jaw. "Even if you don't end up being together with him...At least Jin hyung would be able to say 'Kim Namjoon truly loved me and tried everything for us to be together.' The least you could do is let him know you love him."