maybe that's why the detention is being so awkward today, because, even though none of the students tried to bring back or tried to talk about what i said, the awkwardness remain within our self. even though, we didn't point it out.
"miss jiyeon," he called.
as i had my head rested on the desk, i refused to held it up, i stay silent. maybe he thinks i'm ignoring him, but i don't care, he can think what he wants.
"no sleeping during detention, jiyeon."
my heart beat raise, hearing his voice calling my name, but i didn't dare lift my head up. i ignored his words and stayed still.
he didn't say anything after that, as if he got the clue that i didn't want to talk to him.
i looked at the time, it was 4:59. 1 minutes before the detention ends. i got up from my seat to go stay near the door, but i guess i don't have to do that, because as soon as i got up, i heard the bell ringing.
so i walked straight to the door.
"jiyeon!" mr. jung called.
why is he calling me? i don't need anything dealing with him. he was the one telling me to forget my feelings for him, then why does he keep on calling me, giving me detention, and in general, making me face him? it's all harder on me because after all, i can't love him and i'm trying my hardest to forget him - but he's making it harder.
that's why i decided to ignore him as i moved my hands to open the door.
"jiyeon, i'm calling you."
i didn't listen, and maybe that's why, i got pushed against the door to which I was trying to open it.
"did you not hear me?" he asked.
i stay silently. his face was so close to mine, it was getting harder for me to breathe.
"i said did you not hear me?" he raise his voice.
"i did, but did you not get the hint that i was ignoring you?"
"don't.. ignore me," he stammered.
"what?" i asked confused.
i don't know how i was able to bring myself to talk, but now i'm sure not a single word could escape from me as his face got even close to him and my breathe hitched.
