taehyung and i reach the front door of my house.
"mom!" taehyung pouts.
"for your kind information, she's my mom." i said through the gritted teeth.
"you know, jiyeon wasn't letting me come here," taehyung whines.
my mom eyes were in awe, looking at taehyung then she looked at me, with a glare that said something like why did you do that?
"why weren't you letting taehyung come?" she asks.
"i have to study for a test tomorrow," i said with a blank expression plastered over my face. i walk ahead and inside the house.
"you guys can study together," my mom recommends.
"i know right," taehyung pouts again.
"stop using your puppy face on my mother and get out," i said, annoyed.
i really wish to be with mr. jung than to be here.
"what's wrong?" mom asks, her voice showed concerns.
"nothing, just tired." i lied, well not really, because i'm quite tired - but i don't even know what i did to be tired right now.
"idiot, all you did was walk home and you are saying you're tired?" taehyung eyebrows raise with disbelief.
"shut up," i growled. "can you please go home? i.. i just.. want to be alone."
"jiyeon!" my mother angrily yelled. "why are you being so mean to him?"
i'm just not in mood to make more lies right now, mom.
"i want to study for my physics test right now," i said.
i do want to study for my physic test tomorrow, but more importantly, i just didn't want taehyung to find out that i lied to mom, telling her that he's my boyfriend.
everything will be ruined and i couldn't even imagine what my mother's reaction would be if she finds out the real truth which is the fact that i'm dating my physics teacher.
"oh~" she cooed. "physic, the teacher who came over our house once, that handsome young man?"
i don't know why, i couldn't help but smile a little when she said the handsome young man.
taehyung leans over my shoulder, whispering, "you're being obvious right now."
i pushed him away, returning back to my blank expression. "shut up!"
"i'll make you guys something to eat," my mom smiles. "while i do that, jiyeon, you and taehyung could study for your physic test."
"thanks, mom." i smiled, walking toward the staircase.
my mom nods. "i know you guys just started dating, but remember what i said.. study."
"dating?" taehyung asks, confusedly.
fuck.
"yeah," my mom flashes out a smile on our way. "you and jiyeon are dating."
i was mute for a second, i didn't know what to say to stop what was happening. i looked at the expression my mom had, she looks as if she's wondering something.
"taehyung, don't you drive now? then why did you walk here with jiyeon today?" my mom asks.
"driving?" he chuckles out of confusion, "i don't even have my -"
"taehyung-remember-in-literature-class-you-said-the-answer-to-number-three-was-b-i-just-realize-that-you're-wrong-so-let's-go-to-my-room-and-fix-the-answer-quickly."
"what?" taehyung eyebrow furrowed even more.
i quickly grab his hands, dragging him up the stairs and to my room. i close the door quickly, turning around to face a confused taehyung with mouth full of questions for me to answer.
"wha-"
"i know," i interrupted.
i closely my eyes tightly out of frustration, anger and just about what the whole situation is doing to me, now i'm really tired.
tired of hiding the truth from my best friend.
"i'm sorry," i sighs. "i know you deserves to know what was happening and how my mom thinks i'm dating you and just about every single thing. i'm sorry for keeping things away from you. i was just waiting for the right time to come, i was in search of finding the correct situation, the right atmosphere, but that was never going to come.. because i was not ready. i'm still not ready to tell you everything. i'm scared of what your reaction will be, i'm scared that you won't be by my side and go tell my mom everything, i'm scared that i'll lose you after i tell you this but you know what. fuck it. i don't care anymore, i just can't lie to you anymore. and please you can gladly not talk to me anymore, but please, please don't tell my mom anything about this."
i heavily sigh.
"i'm dating mr. jung."
