the car ride was fairly quiet. i wasn't used to being with mr. jung outside of class so the feeling was totally different than being in school. i guess i got comfortable being in school, and now i don't know what to expect or how to act which inhibits me from talking non-sense, so it might be a good thing?
i felt his hand creeping through to lace with mine. suddenly, i felt the hairs on my skin stand up, my stomach starts getting a fuzzy feeling — full of butterflies. i love this feeling but i hate it as well. the amount of butterflies in my stomach makes my heart flutter but also hurts my stomach, as if i have to run to the bathroom to get some business done.
along with all that feeling, my heart is about to undergo tachycardia with the rate that it's currently beating. i didn't know whether to look at him, or look at everything but him. i decided to go with the latter.
"are you being shy in front of me?" mr. jung spoke
my face heats up because i realized he noticed.
"oh no, the tomato cheeks are having a comeback," he tease
i look at him as i try to calm my self down and force a pout, "s-shut up," i said, and well, the last thing i wanted was to stutter after denying him, but guess what happened? sigh.
he pulls our interlocked finger close to his nose as he drives with one hand. butterflies in my stomach are running a marathon at this point. his lips are so close to touching my hands but only his nose is nuzzling, sniffing the fragrance. i close my eyes at the sensation of his breath tickling my hands.
just kissing it, damn it!
"i love you," he whispers so softly it was almost inaudible. his lips slightly touching my hand as he spoke the words.
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(a/n: welcome to another episode of will TAESEOKING finish her fic in 2020)
