because i was frozen on my spot, my eyes which were widened; stayed widen. i couldn't even blink. contradictory, hoseok eyes were closed.
wait. i meant mr. jung's.
my back touched the white board when mr. jung pushed his body against mine, and his other hand finding its way to my other cheeks because soon he was cupping my cheeks as he kissed me.
my mind wasn't able to function everything. it all went blank when his lips touched mines.
because of how good his lips felt on mines, my eyes rolled; causing me to close my eyes. he takes one of his hands away from my cheeks and instead pushes me more against the whiteboard. with the other hand, he wraps that around my waist; pulling me more closer to his body.
my lips started moving in contrasts of his. slowing moving my hands up, i wrapped them around his neck. sooner it reaches his hair.
i swear it was all involuntarily.
mines and his lips molded together. we were so lost in the kiss that we both had forgotten what the relation between the two us was.
at the moment, i had forgotten that he was my teacher and i'm sure he had forgotten that I'm his student as well.
maybe because that didn't matter to us, at least not at the moment.
it all mattered when who both heard the school bell ringing, making both of us startle as we separate from the kiss.
he was huffing, eyes roaming on me. i lowered my head down, unaware of what to do. i still wasn't able to comprehend everything that had happened just now.
it was silence; an awkward one, now.
"i.. i'm.." i wasn't able to say what i want.
wait, i didn't have anything to say; i didn't know what to say.
"i didn't regret it," he finally spoke. "i don't regret kissing you on the cheeks, nor do i regret kissing you on the lips."
my heart flutters. stomach was so full of butterflies i should rather say it was the whole zoo inside of me.
"you should get going, otherwise you'll be late to your class." he breathe outs, finally pulling him body- which was leaning against mine- away from me.
"y-yeah.. i should.." i said, before running out of the door.
as i walk on the hallway toward my next class, my head hurts from confusion.
what did this all mean?
what significance does the kiss hold on mr. jung's life?
no, no, no.
the first question should be: why did he kiss me?
does he like.. me..?
no, of course not, stop being an idiot. he has rejected me before. why would he like me now? it hasn't even been month since i had told him about my feelings, he wouldn't have fallen in love with me after that, right?
my mind flashback to the kiss we shared just few minutes ago.
don't remember, don't remember, don't remember.
i close my eyes tightly, continually reminding myself to not remember the kiss.
"don't remember what?" a voice asked, making me open my eyes as I look at the person in front.
taehyung.
did I say that out loud?
"what don't you wanna remember?" he furrowed his eyebrows.
i can't tell him he kissed me; not in school. if someone heard me saying it, god knows what will happen.
he came closer as he shook me.
"what! who kissed you?" he widened his eyes, looks full of confusion.
shit. did I say that out loud as well?
"yes, you did." taehyung rolled his eyes.
shit!
