Bubbles | Kim Namjoon X Depressed! Reader

Day 12

A/N

Prepare your tissues.

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(Y/N's PoV)

I stared down at the violet waves beneath, white water created from the war of the sea.

I stood on the edge of the cliff, my arms raising as my eyes watered.

"Y/N!"

It was at that moment that I fell, plunging into the deep pool called the ocean. My body soon became engulfed in bubbles as oxygen left me at a fast rate.

My body became limp as I fell further and further, struggling to stay concious.

Soon enough, my world faded into darkness and all I could feel was the chill of the water around me.

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I was blinded when I awoke, lights being shone in my face. I went into a state of panic, my heart racing as I quickly looked around the room.

My E/C eyes drifted to the tube connecting my breathing mask to a large oxygen supply. They widened as I realised I was in hospital dressings.

"She's awake!" I heard someone call.

I jolted up and removed the mask from my face. Racing through the hospital hallways, I searched for the exit. It had to be here somewhere.

A sign on the wall next to me read: 'Walk in clinic & Exit'
I followed the arrow and reached the room, only to lock with a pair of chocolate eyes.

"Why are you here?" I asked angrily. He was the last person I wanted to see.

"I was waiting for them to come and tell me how you were doing but seeing as you're fine, I'll walk you home."

I was in silence and furrowed my eyebrows.

"Namjoon, did you bring me here?"

"Yes."

"Idiot, why?!" I almost screamed and ran outside.

Namjoon clutched my hand tightly and pulled me close to him.

"My question for you is why did you jump?" He whispered in my ear, caressing my hair. His face had a deep frown and I just looked at him.

"I can't cope with myself anymore." I told him. "I hate everything about me."

Namjoon's expression softened and he wrapped his arms around my waist. I felt safe and protected in his arms. He lowered his face eye-level with mine and said quietly, "Well I don't hate anything about you." He gave me a reassuring smile and intwined out fingers as he began to walk with me.

We were quiet all the way back to my house. He shot the occasional look at me, worried about my every move. It was as if he didn't trust me anymore. He was scared of me. Well- not of me. But of what I would do to myself. He was scared for me.

"Do you want me to stay with you? I don't mind if you want some company." He offered.

Does he want to get in my pants or something?

"Go ahead." I replied like the idiot I am.

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"Stay." I told Namjoon as he was about to leave. I tugged on the hem of his shirt.

"Y/N... It's 2am." He said.

"Stay." I repeated.

He paused in thought before sitting back down next to me on the couch.

"Why?"

"I don't want to be alone."

He chuckled and smiled at me. "If it'll make you happy. Do you want me to take the couch?" He asked.

"No. Stay with me."

"What do you mean."

"I don't want to be alone tonight."

Namjoon's smile faded and his face became more serious. "Are you scared of the dark or something?"

"I'm scared of myself."

He bobbed his head in understanding before holding my hand and pulling me towards my room. I got dressed in my bathroom while he got changed into some of the clothes that I 'borrowed' from him.

I came out and lay down next to Namjoon in my queen-sized bed.

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(Namjoon's PoV)

Y/N didn't say much after that and I thought she had fallen asleep before I felt a warm body pressed up against my back. I turned around to see her clutching onto me for what seemed like dear life.

"Bad dream?" I asked, gazing at her horrified and tear-stained face.

She nodded and I pulled her into my chest, wrapping my long arms around her frame sympathetically. Her breathing soon calmed and I kissed her on the head.

We both fell asleep not long after that. I figured we felt calmer in each other's company, at peace if you will. I questioned myself before I slept. Why am I always with her? Why do I actually try and save her when she's in pain?

Why?

Because I love Y/N L/N.

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A/N

Welp, okay. I like how long this chapter is. Hope it's acceptable lmao.