Bubbles | Kim Namjoon X Depressed! Reader

Day 21

A/N

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(Y/N's PoV)

I heard my alarm beep loudly and I groaned as I slapped it onto the floor. I glanced up at it.

4am?!

4am my ass! Who the heck set this alarm?

I got up and went into my bathroom, taking a 20 minute shower because I actually had time and then getting dressed into my school uniform like always. The same old short short skirt and blouse. It really sucked, I was so close to buying trousers last year.

Today I felt like doing something. I wanted to see change. Not so much change in me, but in my parents, not leaving out Choimin and Choijin. The thought made you smile, your parents finally back on track. You wouldn't need to live this life anymore, it would be better.

I went to the kitchen and made some toast and a hot chocolate but then something crossed your mind.

What about Namjoon?

"Morning."

It was him.

"Goodmorning." I replied, as if the thoughts never occurred.

"You're up early."

"All the more time to study." I lied. All the more time to think.

Namjoon looked at me with a sigh. "Don't lie."

I gave him a look of don't-even-go-there-buddy-because-you-will-get-hurt. He just laughed, but I can tell it was fake. What kind of relationship is this is we're both lying all the time? What kind of relationship would it be even if lying didn't exist. What relationship do we have?

I couldn't stop thinking. Even on the way to school, I wouldn't concentrate on Namjoon or what he was talking about. My mind was only on the journey back home and who I was going to see.

We soon got to the front gates and I smiled at the thought of not being told of because I'm late.

"We should go into class early." I started.

"I thought you wanted to study?"

"No."

He looked at me, confused.

"So we came to school early, just to sit here and wait?"

"Yes."

He groaned, and hooked his arm through mine.

"Nope, we're going to study. We're not sitting around boredly. Not today."

(A/N: I'm very sorry.)

I groaned at his decision, just like he did at mine. He just laughed.

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At lunch, we didn't sit together, like the usual. He sat with his friends and I sat with mine. My invisible ones.

I don't think Namjoon knew that I ate on my own. I don't think anyone did.

I sat down in the basketball court, a new spot to spend my lunch at. I usually spent it in the toilet but that got annoying when large flocks of girls did that too. So here I was.

"What are you doing here? I thought door was locked?"

I looked up to see a brown-haired boy and tilted my head.

"I'm sorry," I replied. "I didn't mean to intrude. Do you want me to leave?"

"No, I was just curious. What's your name?"

I raised an eyebrow before replying, "Y/N L/N." I then took a sip from my juice carton.

"Min Yoongi, but Suga is fine."

"Shouldn't you be hanging out with Namjoon?"

"What do you mean?"

"You're one of his friends, aren't you?"

"Yeah, but aren't you too?"

I paused at his question before nodding. "Does he talk about me?"

"Yeah, all the time."

I looked down at my feet, feeling guitly already. I took another sip of my juice.

"Hey, what's up?" He asked, sitting down beside me and wrapping an arm around me. Suga seemed like a trustworthy person, like you'd become good friends with him. And you wanted to.

"In less than 24 hours, I'm leaving him. I'm going back to my hometown." I explained, tears welling up in my eyes. "As much as I want to go, my parents might have not changed and I can't afford to go there and back at the moment."

He wrapped his arms around me, similar to how Namjoon would. He reminded me of him. I sniffled, crying quietly as I returned the comforting hug. "I'll go with you if it'll make you feel any better. Then Namjoon won't be so mad that you're on your own?"

I thought about it and accepted Yoongi's kindess with a nod and a smile, wiping away the tears as I did so. "Thank you."

"My pleasure, here's my number. Tell me all the details tonight. Have a good day." He said, walking off to what seemed like his class. I believed I should do the same.

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My phone beeped whilst I was napping on the couch and I woke up almost instantly.

(Yoongi = left, You = Right)

Hey, so what is
the plan?

Meet me at the
train station at
4am.  

Okay, how long
are we staying at
your hometown?

A month.

Okay, well, see you tomorrow!

I turned my phone off and smiled to myself. I finally felt as if I could end my long-term depression and not have to worry about my shitty parents anymore.

I went to my room and began to pack my stuff, a grin pinned to my face. Suddenly, a thought crossed my mind.

How was I going to tell Namjoon?

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