Bubbles | Kim Namjoon X Depressed! Reader

The Last Day

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(Namjoon's PoV)

When I awoke again, my eyes met with the same blinding lights that they did yesterday.

I continued the same routine I did throughout the night. I glanced at the wall and then at Y/N beside me to check she was safe.

But she wasn't there.

It was 1 am. Where was she?!

I stood up, my weak knees threatening to give up on me as I did so. I quickly changed into the clothes I wore when I arrived at the hospital.

I winced each time I walked, continuing my steps down the hallways that were still as busy as the day. I got strange looks from families that had puffy, red eyes from losses of loved ones.

As I stepped outside, I realised I had no way of knowing where Y/N had gone. Heck, she could still be in hospital. She could've been in the toilet. But knowing her, I'm not taking any chances.

If I was Y/N, where would I go? What would I feel?

Thoughts rushed through my mind as I began walking to the only place I knew she would possibly be.

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(Y/N's PoV)

My body went into a state of shock as it hit the freezing water. The waves began to grow more fierce as I ventured deeper. Soon, the water went up to my shoulders and the waves towered high above my head.

All I could concentrate on were my thoughts. It was all my fault. Yoongi and Namjoon hate each other. Namjoon is bloodied and brused and I'm also physically hurt. Not to mention emotionally. I did this to myself. I did this to my boyfriend. I don't deserve him. I don't deserve anything.

The largest wave came crashing down on me, making me cough and splutter as I struggled to breathe. Then it hit me.

What the hell was I doing?

The salty water soon reached up to my nostrils, threatening to enter my body. Another wave approached and I tried my hardest to stay afloat and keep on supplying oxygen, but the strong currents continued to pull me under.

I screamed, struggling against the angry ocean that fought against me. I wanted help. I didn't want this. You know what I wanted?

I wanted Namjoon.

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(Namjoon's PoV)

I walked to the beach, surprised to be greeted with none other than the night sky reflected into the cold sea water. There was no sign of Y/N here.

I sighed in relief, beginning to walk back to the hospital.

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Y/N didn't return for the rest of the day but I kept reassuring myself that it would be okay. I mean, she wasn't at the beach. Maybe she was having surgery or was visiting a doctor? Maybe she finally got a therapist?

I turned on my TV and the news came on. The presenter began, "Today a girl, Y/N L/N has been found on the local beach."

My eyes widened as she continued.

"It is said that the girl drowned herself, as she was found not far from the beach itself."

My heart stopped.

"Nobody has been seen at the sight or come looking for her. If you know more about the Y/N L/N story please call-"

I turned off the TV and let out an ear-piercing scream. I broke into tears and sobs. She's gone.

She drowned.

I was there.

And I left her.

I killed Y/N L/N.

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