Bubbles | Kim Namjoon X Depressed! Reader

Day 20

A/N

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(Namjoon's PoV)

I gazed at her across the classroom, her body hunched over the desk. She's usually quiet and independent- but not as much as this.

I've noticed that over the past week, we haven't spoken too often and to be honest, I'm getting mainly worried about her.

Mrs Lee tapped on my desk, catching my attention. "Kim Namjoon." She said, a disappointed look on her face. "How about you admire Y/N some other time hmm? She may be pretty but you have now got yourself a detention."

I nodded and cursed under my breath as the teacher walked away. I shot a glance at Y/N, only to catch her looking back with a frown. I moved my eyes away and concentrated back on my work.

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When I returned to my apartment, Y/N wasn't there. I hate it when she does this, it makes me anxious. I put on my coat again and left, locking the door as I did. I knew where she'd be.

I know her too well.

I started to walk to the beach, the familiar sound of the sea reaching my ears. I could see why she liked it here, it must calm her down.

When I reached the sandy shore, my eyes drifted over a figure. One of a girl. Y/N.

I crouched down beside her. "You okay?" I asked, looking at her eyes that were darkly-ringed and seemingly grey.

She looked up at me and I could see the emotion she hid beneath her E/C eyes.

"Yes." She replied with a smile.

"I don't know why I asked. You'll always say you're fine but you're really not."

She huffed and looked away.

"I'm worried, Y/N."

"Don't be." She said, choking up. "You'll only get hurt. And I don't want to hurt you because-"

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(Y/N's PoV)

I was cut off when a pair of lips met mine. My eyes widened and I managed to see Namjoon before he pulled away.

"-I love you." I finished the sentence I had started before.

I could see his muscles tense and he locked eyes with me. I said nothing before standing up, and then I spoke. "It's cold. Let's go home."

I began walking and felt a pair of eyes watch my back as I did so.

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I woke up that night, my eyes wide and sweat dripping off my forehead like a bloody cloud full of rain. I shot up, running into the kitchen and grabbing a cup of water. I downed it along with some anti-depressants. I sighed after taking them and held my head in my hands, leaning over the counter.

My chest heaved up and down and but it soon slowed as I walked outside and against the front porch.

'God dammit', I thought.

I was cut from my thoughts as foot steps approached.

"Why didn't you wake me up? If you felt sick or anything, I could've taken care of you."

"I'm not sick." I said. "I had a bad dream."

Namjoon took my hands in his own and wrapped them around him. He mimicked the action on me and and smiled. "Well I'm here to protect you now."

I felt his chin fit on top of my head. I couldn't complain, I actually liked the moment: it made me feel comfortable.

"Namjoon?"

"Hmm?"

I felt his neck rumble against me witn his response.

"Stay with me until I sleep."

He nodded and gave me a piggy back ride, taking me to my room. I had finally settled into it, feeling like I actually belonged here. He set me down on my king-sized bed. I yawned and got under the covers.

Namjoon sat down next to me, playing with my hair gently with one hand and holding my hand with the other.

"Close your eyes." He whispered into my ear and smiled as I obeyed.

I soon relaxed from his calming actions. He reminded me of the ocean, and the beach since he was as calming as that. And then he reminded me of how violent the sea was, and how I was supposed to be dead because of it. Although, Namjoon could never be violent towards me, he was like a gentle giant.

The thought made me smile and I quickly drifted off into dreamland.

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A/N

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