Day 24

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Heyyy, here's another update, hope you enjoy!

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The journey home was tiring, it was 1 am and I still hadn't slept.

I remember running back to the hotel as soon as I left the café. Yoongi left me once he realised he was too tired to catch up. I didn't want him, like I said. I packed my bags completely and left to catch the 12 am train, without him. He had enough money to get home. I managed to catch it because I scraped up all the wons I still had.

I stared out the window, watching the beautiful scenery soon turn to grey and dull cities that seemed to last a lifetime. The world was ruined, that's for sure.

The train was empty, me being the only passenger in the carriage. I was sure there were people in the other carriages, just not this one. It made me feel alone on the inside, like I usually felt before I met Namjoon, and how I felt now.

I couldn't get him off my mind and whenever I thought I was about to drift off to sleep, he crossed my mind and I suddenly felt awake and alarmed.

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"Namjoon?" I called, knocking on his apartment door. I glanced down at my wrist.

7 am

There was a silence before I heard the door click open to see puffy and red eyes. There were no dimples as I could see the tall boy hadn't smiled for a long time.

"Y/N?" He asked, worry in his voice.

I watched his eyes with mine silently, dipping my head, trying not to make him angry.

To my surprise, he pulled me into his chest and rested his chin against my shoulder.

"Idiot, I knew you'd be back early." He smiled and caressed my hair. "You don't know how much I've missed you!"

I couldn't help but smile at his statement, returning the embrace. "I'm sorry I left."

"Don't be," He started. "I understand."

I pulled away and looked at him for a moment.

"We don't have to talk about if you don't want to." He said with a reasurring and caring expression.

"I love you." I stated up front.

"What?"

"I love you."

He paused for a moment, taking in what I'd said.

"I love you too."

We stayed in that position for a while, 1 ft apart, staring in each other's eyes. But then he closed that gap, rubbing my cheek with his large hand. Gently, he placed his lips against mine and at that time, I did the same.

To my surprise, he was the one to pull away first and held me tightly against him, his eyes threatening to tear.

"Don't ever leave me again." He warned, although his voice sounded uncertain and almost confused. Even I felt confused to hear it.

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I went to bed early that night, absolutely tired from the journey I had done the night before. I kept rolling around until I gave into my thoughts of somebody's warmth next to mine.

"Namjoon?"

"Yeah?" He replied, poking his head around my door.

"Stay with me tonight. And all nights. Forever." I said.

"Of course. My bed is bigger if you'd rather sleep there?" He suggested.

I nodded and he lifted my exhausted body up bridal style, carrying me to my room. All the while, I couldn't contain my continuous yawns. Placing me down on one side of the bed, he climbed in the other side.

He leaned over to my side and tucked me in motherly, except, I had never experienced my mother ever caring.

"Goodnight, pabo." He chuckled and kissed my head while snuggling next to me.

I turned my body to face him and wrapped my arms around his back. All I remember is him rubbing my back, while he returned the hug until I fell asleep.

"Sleep well." He whispered.

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A/N

Yay, another chapter finished. But first, I have a few questions.

Any of you freaky people want any smut in this?

What are your opinions on the story so far?

Who wants a happy ending and who wants a sad ending, or who wants a surprise ending?

Thank you thank you! 🌚🌝

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