Through Heartache And Bleeding Tears (Sharon and Alaska's Baby Boy)

Chapter 16- Those Are My Circumstances

(Kai's POV)

"Kai..." Daddy said "hi Daddy; we need to talk" I said "sure, come in" Daddy stepped aside so we could walk in.

We walked in and it soon hit home at how much Daddy has been suffering without us; there was so many empty bottles of alcohol, smashed glass everywhere and the whole of downstairs just looked like an absolute mess. 

Violet and I sat upon the couch and Daddy sat on the arm chair opposite the couch; he looked so lifeless. 

"Daddy..." I said he looked up and I could see the heartbreaking look "yes Kai" Daddy said I sighed "I need to know a couple of things; firstly are you sorry" I asked he sighed.

"I am sorry baby; I was completely out of order for what I did, you didn't deserve it" Daddy sighed "so why did you send a text to mom saying that you weren't sorry" I asked "because I didn't know what I was thinking Kai" he sighed.

"How has Laskey been" Daddy asked "she's missed you so much; she still loves you Daddy but she can't forgive you for what you did" I said.

"She will never forgive you Aaron and unless you want a relationship with her; you better get your act together" I said.

"Kai's right Aaron; I don't condone what you did but before you had a family and they still love you" Violet said and pulled me into his arms.

"Daddy Laskey and I still love you unconditionally but until we can accept you back into our lives; you need to get your act together and get help" I said.

"I know Kai and for years I've been saying I will get help but never did but I know I went too far last time" Daddy sighed "for now Laskey and I will remain where we are but in the meantime, you are going to get help" I said.

"Okay Kai; I understand I need the help now" Daddy said I sighed "and also there's going to be some changes in the household if we move back in" I said Daddy looked at me and it was like he knew what I was going to say.

"Daddy, new changes will be that you will not be strict with me anymore and let me live my life the way I want to live it because I'm no kid anymore and I need to live" I said.

"You will treat Alaska with more respect and treat her like she's the love of your life because I know she is and you should treat her like that" I smiled a little "you need to accept that I'm no longer your possession and I can't have sex with you and Laskey anymore" I sighed "its just not right anymore; I've enjoyed it a lot over the years but I'm too old now" I said.

"The drinking has to stop Daddy; I know how much of a coping mechanism is has been for you but it needs to stop" I said "of course you can drink at your shows and have a few at home but we can't have you intoxicated like you have been" I sighed.

"You were very aggressive towards Laskey and I; we're your family, you shouldn't be treating us like that" I sighed and felt tears threatening to fall "you will accept the new changes in the house or else Alaska and I will not be returning to the household" I said.

"And finally you will accept that..." I sighed as though I didn't want to tell Daddy that Jinkx is my boyfriend and that's he's gonna have to accept it.

"Finally Daddy...you will accept that Jinkx is living with us and that he's my boyfriend if you get your shit together" I said "he's...he's your boyfriend" Daddy asked "he is and he will be living with us because he has family problems of his own" I said.

"Kai, can I meet Jinkx" Daddy asked "when you get your shit together; he's already going through hell with his family and I don't need him seeing you as a wreck" I sighed.

"Daddy those are my circumstances and if you don't live up to them then we will no longer be a family" I said standing up "I'll stop by in a few days time; in the meantime I want this place spotless..." I said walking round a little "and Daddy...replace the frame because I do love this picture of my parents" I said; it was such a cute photo of Sharon and Alaska.

"I need to go before Laskey wonders where I've gone; I expect results Daddy" I said "sure Kai...it was nice to see you" Daddy smiled "I really hope you accept and get help Daddy, see you in a few days" I said and walked over to the front door.

"Come on Violet, I need you" I said "see you soon Aaron" Violet smiled and walked towards me and we left the house. 

Violet closed the door and I saw Jinkx pacing up and down the drive in a panicky mode; was he really that nervous for me. 

"Jinkx baby" I said "baby, are you okay, he didn't hurt you did he" Jinkx asked running towards me "I'm fine baby; I'm not hurt" I said wrapping my arms around his waist "so glad you're okay" he smiled and kissed my cheek.

"Kai, I need to get going; I have a gig tonight" Violet smiled "okay baby, I'll see you soon" I smiled and hugged Violet he kissed my head and he went to kiss car and drove away. 

"So, what should we do now" Jinkx asked "we could go to the park" I smiled "it better not be too far" Jinkx laughed "of course not, just up this street" I smiled and started walking Jinkx followed me and we soon walked over to the park hand in hand. 

It was fairly quiet when we arrived; not too many people about and we were able to enjoy each other's company without too much disturbance. 

Jinkx and I walked over to a tree and we both sat down upon our jackets; I laid my head upon Jinkx's lap and I smiled up at him. 

"I'm so proud of you; it was so brave with what you did today" Jinkx smiled "thanks baby" I smiled and caressed his cheek "I love you so much my Love" Jinkx smiled and kissed my lips "I love you even more" I smiled and kissed his hands.

"Nope I think I love you more" he smiled "no, I definitely love you more" I smiled "we'll see about that later then shall we" Jinkx smiled and kissed my lips with full of lust and passion I smiled into the kiss and felt the tightness within my pants. 

We pulled away and I turned upon my side so the sun was shining upon my face...and to also hide the boner that was currently in my pants. 

"Do you think your mom will mind us out here" Jinkx asked "I come to the park all the time; if she was worried, she would have called by now" I smiled Jinkx smiled and he started to stroke my hair which started making me fall asleep. 

I closed my eyes and let sleep take over me for a while; I really hope Daddy sees sense and that he does what I want him to do because I want to live him with again.

A/N Sorry I haven't updated in a while; I've been busy.