Cigarettes. || m.m (blackbear)

twenty,

- Corinna's POV -

"How did you guys meet?"

I glared at him constantly. If she wasn't annoying enough, she was now hanging out with us? "His concert."

She laughed, running her hands through her hair. "You were one of those girls." His face drained of colour as she spoke.

"What do you mean?" I folded my arms across my chest and scanned my eyes over her face. She was the kind of person I imagined him with. Someone who wasn't a typical looking person and had their own style.

"He's done that multiple times. I'll let you in on a little secret. He does it so they feel more important, like he cares about them a lot."

A lump formed in my throat. He wasn't saying anything, just acted like he wasn't listening. "Well I can assure you this is different."

"Let me guess, he invited you to a party? Told you to stay the night so you wouldn't get hurt? Please sweetie I've heard it all before."

A smirk crept onto my face. I had nothing to loose and he knew it. He shook his head, mouthing the word don't repeatedly.

"Bella, I'll let you in on a little secret now. This guy who invited me to a party and wanted me to stay safe is the same guy who has fucked me, multiple times."

He dropped his head in his hands as my attention stayed on her. She stood up and cleared her throat uncomfortably. "I really should get going."

"Of course! Text me when you want to come around again I'm sure we could get along just fine." As she walked out I winked, slamming the door behind her.

I walked over to him and leaned over him, lifting his face gently. "One of those girls, huh? Never heard that before."

"Don't be pissed off."

I chuckled, walking away. "Pissed off? Why would you think that? I'm on cloud fucking nine!" I walked into the small bedroom and stood in the doorway.

"Now would be a great time to explain yourself though." He looked up and sighed loudly. "We used to have a thing."

"Used to? Not by the sounds of things." I snapped back, my anger growing. "Corinna don't be like this."

"So I should be one hundred percent fine with the fact that I've just been referred to as 'one of those girls' and continue feeling like some side bitch you use for fun?"

He looked up and smiled widely, laughing to himself. "So this is funny now?"

He walked over to me slowly, standing only inches away. "No, you're just cute hen you're angry."

"If you think I'm getting in bed with you you have another thing coming."

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"I thought you said you weren't getting in bed with me?" He attached his lips against my neck, leaving kisses down my collar bone. His touch was almost hypnotising, and I hated myself for being so easy.

"Don't fucking talk to me." I didn't need to be reminded that I fucked up. He chuckled softly before connecting our lips together.

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"You know, what she said was wrong." He ran his hand through my hair gently. "I don't want to talk about it."

He pulled me on top of him, holding my hips tightly. "Too bad gorgeous cause we are."

I rolled my eyes, glaring at him. "You're different. Think about it." I knew he was right but I wasn't willing to fully admit it to myself. I wanted a reason to hate him now so I didn't have to later on.

"Why do you let her get to you?"

I continued to ignore him, refusing to make eye contact. He sighed loudly before flipping us around swiftly.

"I won't force you to talk to me because of that attitude of yours, but just think about it." He placed a kiss on my forehead, getting up and walking out of the room.

My mind flashed back to the certain things he has done. He wanted me to feel special and important. He kissed me at the beach and as awkward as that was, it was a sweet gesture I never expected from him.

Fuck he confused me.

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A/N

SHIT IN YOUR HANDS AND CLAP I AM BACK SRY I WAS GONE FOR SO LONG I WAS DOING THIS THINGO WITH MY SCHOOL BUT HEY EVERYBODY HERES A CHAPTER THANK YOU FOR YOUR CONTINUOUS LOVE AND SUPPORT <3
ALSO I know this book has about 10000000000 spelling mistakes and shit wrong with it BUT once I finish it I will go through and edit all the chapters so they are in pristine condition :D

- Tana xo