R5 my babysitters

Chapter 2

The ride home was totally silent, and it only continued when we came home, Ross and Rocky just walked in to the kitchen not even looking at me, I stood there for a while just looking after them or trying to find out what to do.

I already messed up and it's all my dad's fault!! Write now I just want my mom, she always knew what to do.

Tears start to fill my eyes so I run upstairs, the others can't see my like this.

I run into Ross and Rocky's room and trough myself on the the bed, I hug a pillow and just keep sobbing. I think about what happened, how could they say stuff like that to me they don't now my story.

Flashback

"Alex, your dad is in prison" Ross asks confused and I sigh, they both turn around and rush out and over to the elevators, I run after them

"Wait, what's wrong" I yell Ross turns around and look at me

"You lied to us and I can't believe you, your a bitch who only rinks about her self" he yells I look at him shocked as he stands there breathing Heavily, how can he say that he has no I idea what's going on.

"You don't know me, you can't just say that" I yell back

"You fucking lied, what is it don't you trust us" Ross yells, my eyes start to tear up but I hold it back

"I just met you did you expect me to tell you my life story in barely two days" I yell back, this is incredebul

"You lied" he finishes and walks into the elevator, me and Rocky walk in with him, I look up at Rocky who just Shakes his head at me so I look down

End flashback

I just lie there with my looking up at the sealing, my checks are red and wet, I've stopped crying but my eyes are still red and puffy.

I breath heavily trying to find out what to do next, when someone knocks on the door, it opens and in comes the two people I least want to see and at the same time most want to see

I just keep looking up trying to avoid eye contact

"Look we need to talk and you know that" Rocky says sitting down next to me on the bed, Ross is still standing at the door not looking at me.

"What do you want me to say, no matter what I say you'll hate me" I say just looking up

"We just want to know everything, please, we care about you" he whispers the last part, it makes my eyes tear up a bit again

"Like you care, you're just curious and want answers, no one ever cares about people like me" I close my eyes

"No" Ross says and starts walking over to is, I open my eyes so I can see him

"We care, we want the truth so we don't loose you" he smile and sits down too

"Fine you wanna know" I say a bit louder and sitting up at the same time

"As you know my dad is in prison, because he is an art thief and I can't stay with my mother since she left me and my dad, I have been living a secret life for years because of my dad and his stupid choices, okay, do you have ANY IDEA HOW HARD THAT IS" I yell at last part and now my breathing is heavy and the boys look shocked at me.

"I'm sorry" Ross whispers.

It's totally silent non of them knew what to say, but I understand they were just given way to much information in once.

"Just forget it" I say and get up he's ding for the door, I don't make it out since Rocky grabs my arm

"Alex... We will always be here" he says quietly, I think of my mom and when my dad left to go to Denmark for a month, she told me even if my dad wasn't she would always be there for me, but you can never trust that people never live up to it, they just leave you.