R5 my babysitters

chapter 5

for the past two days i've pretty much bin in my bed, i don't feel like moving or eating or anything. do you have any idea how it feels when your dad, the only person you have ever been abel to trust since your mother left, just betrais you, lies and doesn't even hesitate to do it...

i need to go vistit him, i quickly sit up and run down stairs were rocky i sitting in the living room. we still aren't talking, i fucked up cause i didn't let him talk, but he put me and my dad in danger and i can't just forgive that.

i just run past him and into the kitchen where i finde ricker. "will you go with me to visit my dad" i ask out of breath. he sighs and says "fine, but shou-" i cut him of "yay thank you, lets go" i say happely and run to the front door

he comes after me "wait isn't there something you're forgeting" he asks smiling at me, but i have no idea what he is talking about, or wait oh yeah "ups my bad, i'll get the car keys" i say and smile back, he just smirks and says

"i was talking about your clothes but okay we can get the car keys and drive" i smiles and i look down at myself. upsi, i'm only whereing a over sized T and socer shorts, my hair is in a ponytail thats almost fallen out. i put on my shoes and look at him trying to be siriouse "lego! i don't have time for changing, i have to go see my father" i say and run out the door.

he follows we and we get in.

Rocky's POV

Alex runs down, she stops to look at me and I just turn away, I still haven't forgiven her, it hurt me a lot that she didn't believe me and that she couldn't see I was just trying to help her.

I'm not even sure why I care so much, i just hate her and love her at the same time...

Wait no I just said love, I don't love her like that... Or, I don't know, maybe a little I guess

She is just so cool and sweet at the same time, and seeing her get hurt would kill me, and the fact that she went to Ricker for help, I guess it made me a bit jealous.

I'm just not sure if I'm even aloud to love her, I mean she isn't even legal yet. At least I know she hasn't slept with any body yet, I mean I hope so...

Okay stop thinking like that rocky, I face palm myself.

"I know it" I say and stand up

Ross walks by "know what" he says looking confused, ups I said that out loud

"Nothing I just got an idea for a song" I tell him and run up to my room to my guitar, okay I'll write her a song, so she know how I feel about her, nice thinking man, I tell myself

Okay think rocky, think, how do you tell her you like her.

Alex POV

I run out, I push the door open and almost shove an officer, but I don't care, I need to get the fuck out of here.

I run, and I here Ricker trying to keep up behind me, I run out and when I get to the car I just fall to the ground, I sit on my knees just looking down.

Not crying or anything, just looking, I'm not even sure what I feel rite know, I have so much hate en me, it's like my blood is boiling, but at the same time I'm worried I mite get some nervous brake down of some kind.

"Are you oka-" I cut him of " let's just drive home" I say and get up dusting of my legs.

The car ride home is totally silent, I don't feel like saying anything, and I have a feeling Ricker doesn't want to, you know invade I get mad or something.

When we get home I get out of the car and walk up to the front door, I don't feel like anything, I just want to Lie down and rest

And I really don't want anything to do with rocky write now, if he had just shut the fuck up about what he saw I wouldn't be in this trouble now.

I open the door and don't even get a chance to think before I'm boomed by a very happy rocky, he runs over to me and I totally freez when he just out of no where presses his lips against mine

Some part of me doesn't want to push away, but most of me hated his guts, so I push him of and do the first thing I can think of...

I slap him, I don't know how I just did, I took my hand and hit him.

By know everybody was here and looking at us of cores, I feel so imbaresed, I just run up stairs and hide under the covers as I start sobbing.

Rocky's POV

Her hand hits my cheek,and hard,it hurts like hell!!

What the fuck! I really don't get it, I pretty much just forgave her for lying and beefing a bitch, so what the hell was that for.

She runs up stairs, i can't looking any of the others in the eye so I run out side, and it's pouring rain, I don't really care I just run out and down the arrest not really sure where I'm going.

Ross POV

We all just stand there looking at each other, no one saying a thing. So I say "I'll go see if Alex is okay" and I start walking "Ross don't, let her be alone for a little" Rydel says and takes my arm, she probably write

We all walk into the kitchen and sit down. "Where were you to any ways this morning" I ask Ricker "um, she just wanted to go see her dad" he said and looks down.

What, why.

"So you know why she is so upset" Rydel asks taking a soda. He just shakes his head.

I wish I new what she was going through, cause this is very complicated and it's hard to help someone who has ten foot walls built all around her.

After about an hour I sneak up stairs, I need to see if she is okay, or just what she is doing.

When I walk in the lights are of, maybe she is sleeping "alex" I whisper, she doesn't answer. I turn on the light.

She isn't there, okay wired, the bathroom door is open so I walk out to see if she is in there.

When i look in side, my heart stopped for a second, I yell after someone "HHEEEYY" I scream, they all come running up

When Rydel sees it she screams and covers her eyes, I run over to her.

"Someone call 911 and quick" I say as I pick her up...

Why would she even think about doing this to her self!!

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I know it was very short and not that good, but I'm going on vacation tomorrow so just wanted to give you one last chapter before I leave, since I want be able to write for a while, hope you still keep reading and please vote, lovU

-Becca xx