The Book of Lies Park Chanyeol Tells You

lie 8

lie 8
"Forever."

•Park Yu Na's POV•

You told me that we would last forever.

You told me lies.

Lies that affected you and me.

But that lie affected me the most.

All your lies did.

All those lies left a mark in my heart and soul.

Each and every mark has a story that I will never forget.

Each mark taught me something.

That is that sometimes, I can't trust the people I love.

It taught me that I shouldn't trust people in general.

Because everyone lies.

Including me.

But my lies didn't hurt anyone, just myself.

I was already too hurt to notice anyway.

Forever and I love you are such powerful words that one should say when it's the truth, but all you did was abuse those words and it's special meaning.

Soon those words lost its meaning and meant nothing hearing it from you.

Those words hurt me when I hear it from you because I know it's a lie.

Unlike you, I don't lie about that.

I don't tell people I love them when I don't.

When I said I love you to you, I was telling the truth.

When I said I wanted this to be forever, I was telling the truth.

And you can't deny that.

I loved you so much that I let you hurt me.

I wasn't the one who ended us, you were because I didn't want us to end.

I wanted us to be forever.

I wanted you to be my first and last.

But you are in a way that I didn't want you to be.

I wanted you to be my first boyfriend and last because you told me forever.

But you're my grand show and grand finale.

I hope you're happy. I really do.

Don't think I hate you because I don't. I just hate the fact you broke me.

Don't think I don't care because I'll always care.

That's cause I still love you, but I don't love you like I did yesterday.

Good luck with life Chanyeol.

Never forget me.

I hope you find this book.

Thank you for your love.

Thank you for everything.

I know this isn't that much, but there's more stuff in this book and you lied to me too much times, so this is just the major ones.

Goodbye, Park Chanyeol. I love you.