Its been 3 weeks since my mom past. She was murdered. No one knows who did it but her case is still open. It was hard telling Dom and the kids but it had to be done. It really sucks knowing that i have no real parents around anymore. But i have Dom and the kids. Devon has been really supportive with the whole thing.He came back for a while but had to go back to Texas cuz his grandma was moving and he promised to help. He's such a family man : ) The funeral is today. Dom cant go cuz when i told her she had a break down and went crazy. She's fine now but i dont want the kids at a funeral. So she's watching them for me.
As for Prince he still aint seen the kids. Word round here is that he left Tanisha. Nobody knows where he is. I really dont care anymore. He's going right back to his old ways. And you know what they say. You cant teach an old dog new tricks. He hasnt even called. The twins just turned 1. I just wish my mom could have been there. But i know she was with me in spirit.
Right now im at the funeral watching them lower her into the ground. I broke down. My cousin Stephon held me.
Steph- *Rubbing my back* Shhh.
Me- *Crying into his chest* She's gone!
Steph- Its gonna be okay Nique.
Me- How?
Steph- Your mom wouldnt want you to be like this.
Me- I know. *Sniffs*
Steph- Please stop crying Nique Nique. Look at me.
I pulled away whiped my tears and looked at him.
Steph- I want you to be strong. Not only for me and your mom but for your babies.
I nodded.
Steph- Are you goin back to Stacy's?
Me- I cant. I gotta go get the kids and see how Dom is.
Steph- Aight. Give em all my love.
Me- I will. *Hugs him*
Steph- Love you. And if you need anything you know im just a phone call away.
Me- I will. Bye.
As i was walking away i seen somebody walk out from behind a tree and walk my way. As he got closer i realized who it was. It was Prince.
Me- Oh a funeral you actually make it to..... *Continues to walk*
Prince- *Grabs my arm* Can we please talk?
Me- *Jerks away* What?
Prince- Can i please talk to you? In private somewhere?
Me- Come to the house.
Prince- Aight i'll follow you.
I drove to the house with Prince following me. I know i shouldnt even be talking to him but im not in the mood to argue. We both got out of our cars and went into the house. We sat down in the living room it was an awkward silence. I started to get mad.
Me- Look Prince why are you here?
Prince- I wanted to say im sorry.
Me- For?
Prince- Being so mean to you and the kids. And choosing Tanisha over the kids.
Me- Well say that to your kids cuz i could care less about your sorry.
Prince- Can i ask you something?
Me- What?
Prince- Why do you hate me so much.
Me- I dont hate you Prince.
Prince- Thats what it seems like.
Me- No I dont hate you i hate what you've become. I miss MY Jake. Not this.
Prince- You've changed to Mo.
Me- How?
Prince- .....Your not with me....
Me- I have a boyfriend Prince.
Prince- I know but that dont mean you have to hate me.
Me- Prince i love you. Ive always loved you. And i always will. But we cant be together.
Prince- Look i didnt come here to piss you off or try to get back with you. Although it would be nice. Im just asking to see my kids.
Me- No one has been stopping you.
Prince- Thats all i needed.
Me- Okay. Are you with her anymore?
Prince- No.
Me- Then where have you been?
Prince- Getting my shit together. The reason i didnt come around was because i wasnt in a good place. But now i have my own place and a good job. Im getting there.
Me- Im proud of you.
Prince- *Smiles* Well when can i have em?
Me- Every other weekend.
Prince- Okay. Well i'll leave you alone now. Unless you want company?
I nodded. He sat next to me.
Prince- So what happen to your mom.
As soon as those words rolled off his tougue i started to cry. He wraped his arms around me and rubbed my back.
Prince- Its okay....
Me- Someone killed her prince.
Prince- Im sorry Mo.
Me- I miss her.
Prince- I know. But you gotta hang in there.
He held me for a while. It felt good to be in someones arms. All i really wanted was to be held. I was really trying not to let my feelings get the best of me but it was really hard. I looked up at him.
Me- Thank you.
He smiled at me. He started to lean in and i leaned in as well. B4 i knew it we were kissing. He started to bite my bottom lip asking for entrance and i accepted. By then we were playing tougue war. He kissed me with so much passion. It made me miss him. Then i realised what i was doing and pulled away.
Prince- Im sorry.
Me- Its okay. Look you can have the kids this weekend. Ill call you later.
Prince- Alright. Bye. If you need anything, or just someone to talk to im here.
I smiled and he left. I shut the door and leaned up aginst it. I started to slide down the door. And couldnt help but think.
WHAT HAVE I DONE?!!!!
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