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An: Nova so damn fine it's ridiculous 😭😍😍

◇Julio◇

I'ma be completely honest,  I couldn't just pretend not to have feelings for dee; just because she had a man. That dont mean shit. My feelings don't go away and I know people are probably like,  how you like her y'all barley hang out? Honestly? I dont know, it's just something about her. Sounds cliche but I'm dead ass. It's like ever since I met her that first night she moved to atlanta I knew I wanted her but she decided it was okay to date niqo! But it's my fault I should've been more open with my feelings; I just didn't want to scare her away. "You in deep thought ain't you nova?" J.I said tapping my shoulder and interrupting my thoughts. He handed me the blunt. "If you must know. I kind of am." I confessed taking a puff.  "About what?" He asked. "On some real nigga shit, I'm thinking bout dee." He laughed. "For what reason?" He sure did like to ask questions. I didn't know if I should tell him bout the feelings I got for dee, but that's the homie plus I needed a second opinion.  "Ithinkilikeher." I jammed my words together. "Nigga what? Foreal?" I nod. "You know she got a nigga right?" I shrugged. "What that gotta do with me?" I asked passing the blunt back to him. "Oh so you thinking bout playing snatchies." We both chuckled.  "Guess so." I sighed. "I don't really know much bout dude he cool, but I can tell he be on some sneaky shit." I raise an eyebrow. "What you mean?" I asked. He shrugged his shoulders. "Honestly man, I don't know. He just real secretive with his shit. He hiding something from her." He said eyes low and all. This nigga was just high and wanted to hear himself talk. As much as I wanted it to be the truth I knew that niqo wouldn't wanna fuck things up with diamond. Who would? She was fine for one and for two i bet she could really hold a nigga down. "Enough about me. What you gone do about peach?" I questioned him. He dragged out the last bit of the blunt. "I ain't even gone lie. I'm scared as fuck. " he admited. "Wow,  I don't know what I would do if I was in your situation. " I said shaking my head. "and that's the thing. Real nigga shit, I really be needing someone to talk to but ain't nobody in my situation." He said. "Well look on the bright side at least you ain't get ya ya pregnant. " I say trying to lighten the mood up. He was seeking so down and it was blowing my high, prolly his too. "Man say. Why yall let me date her?" He asked. I laughed. "We tried to tell yo ass. You gone say some, she not even like that. Tryna come up with every excuse in the book, but everybody and they mama knew she was out here."I said. "On a serious note though. I think you should talk to dee." "I mean why? She got a nigga she ain't worried about me." He looked at me and laughed. "Thats not what peach be saying." He said getting up and walking to the kitchen. "What you mean?" I questioned. "Sorry, already said too much."
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