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Now ima warn y'all this chapter a tiny bit freaky but I've been writing this one chapter for months. Seriously. I wanted it to be good. I just didn't want to write just to write I wanted it to be a good chapter. I'm so sorry for the wait😬 enjoy this chapter tho🙂

Diamond

"You sure you wanna do this?" Nov asked before unbuttoning my jeans. I nod slowly letting him. He took off his shirt and I took off mine. He paused looking at my body in admiration. I break eye contact with him. Embarrassed. "Nov. what you looking at me like that for?" I questioned, cheeks hot. He didn't say anything at first. "Your beautiful dee." He said after a while. I smile and so does he. "We ain't gotta do this love. I told you I'll wait as long as you wanted me too." He said. I shook my head. " I wanna do this." I reassured him. He nodded taking off his pants. "Uh nov can you go slow?" He kissed my cheek. "I gotchu baby." He entered his self inside me and a bitch was struggling. "You want me to stop?" I shook my head no. "I'll be fine." I lied. I was in so much pain but this was something I wanted. After no more than two minutes it started getting hot as hell and I felt as if I was trapped under nova. I pushed him slightly and started hyperventilating." Take it out." I told him lowly "Dee? You okay?" I shook my head yes. Though I wasn't. "What I do?" He asked. "Nothing. I just got scared." I admitted. I put the sheet around my body. He rolled from on top of me. "I'm sorry." He apologized. "You didn't do anything." I told him laying my head on his chest. He rubbed my back and we sat in an uncomfortable silence. "You know I really want to." I said he looked at me and raised an eyebrow . "Dee I've already told you. No rush. I don't want to if you don't want to." He kissed my forehead and I nodded. "I just don't want you to feel like you waiting for ever. You know? Sex is everywhere and as your girlfriend I wanna share that with you." I admitted. "You right but I just don't want sex baby. I want love too.. Sex ain't everything." He shrugged. "I've been having girls in and out my bed since I was sixteen but it ain't never been real. I want it to be real with you." I kissed his lips. "I love you nov." I said. "I love you too baby girl."
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Here we were trying again. I ain't gone lie. A bitch still a little scared. "Dee. I told you once and I'll tell you again. We don't have to do this." He said coming up to me and snaking his arms around my waist. I chuckle. "Damn you must really don't wanna have sex with me. Was the first time really that horrible?"I joked taking off his shirt. He shook his head. "No baby. I just want to make sure your like ready ready. You know?" I nod and kiss his lips. "I am. Foreal this time." He nodded and laid me on the bed. He kissed me and I pulled away. "Hollon. Hollon." He rolled off from on top of me and let me get up. I went into the bathroom to call latto. It rang a couple of times before she finally picked up. "Latto speaking." She said answering. "Bitch me and nova boutta you know." I said. "No I don't kn-" she stopped. "Bitch foreal?" She questioned. I nodded as if she could see me. "Yep." There was silence. "Okay but what you calling me for?" She asked. In real life I didn't know. "I can't tell you no tricks or nothing all I do is lay on my back the whole time." I screamed. "Latto. I really don't know what I'm calling you for." I said. "You wanted some tips from auntie latto. Don't be ashamed baby girl. You wanna know how I keep Marco coming back." She giggled. "Yeah on that note I'll call you later." I told her. "Go get that di-" I cut her off before she could finish. When I opened the door nova was standing there. "You okay?" He asked. I nodded. " yeah fine. Come on."
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Julio
"Come on niqo we grew up together, we was cool." I explained to niqo as I laid on the floor basically pleading for my life. I was out with the guys at a club next thing I know  I'm in the bathroom and niqo's pointing  a gun at the back of my head. Now here we are. Me laying on the floor, him with the burner in his hand. "Grew up together? Cool? You put my child in danger! You think you just get away with shit like that? You honestly think I give a fuck don't you?" Put his child in danger?! I could honestly give a fuck but I don't. He put my whole family in danger. I sigh but I didn't reply. He kicked me in the stomach. "Don't you?" He asked again. I just nodded. I was in pain. "You think you just gone shoot my crew and get away with it? You put my baby moms in danger and you think ima just let you live?" He said squatting down to get to my level. "Both you and ya crew a bunch of fake posers. Y'all ain't in this shit foreal y'all in it for show. Y'all don't need this drug shit like I do." I spat. He hit me in the mouth with the gun. "See I ain't wanna do this!" I wiped the blood from my mouth. " what you come here for then? To scare me? If you wanted to shoot. Shoot then." I sat back as if I wasn't phased. I was. He ain't need to know that though. I'm not even worried bout myself. If I gotta die then so be it. I'm just worried about dee and how she gone take it. Who gone care for her if I'm gone? It ain't even just about me no more anyway. Niqo chuckled lowly. "I dong even wanna kill you folk." He said. I clash my eyebrows. "What you here with the burner for then?" I question in confusion. "I ain't even gone front. Peach sent me in here to kill you. I ain't gone do that though. But I gotta deal for you." I raise an eyebrow. "Deal? What kind of deal?" He shrugged and sat next to me on the floor. "You gotta get outta here." I looked at him and shook my head. "I ain't going nowhere. I ain't leaving dee." I told him. He laughed. "I'm giving you a choice. Life or death and you worried bout some bitch?" I shook my head. "Watch who you calling a bitch." He put his hand up in surrender. As if he wasn't the one with the gun in his hand "I'm just saying. This could all go away. If you do." He paused, looked at me, and continued. "I promise we'll leave dee alone. Shit we'll leave the whole crew alone. We'll Stay on our side of Atlanta as long as your peoples stay on their side. We'll be good."I thought for a minute. "So what you saying is. If I leave everybody gone be good?" He nodded. "No more bullshit. You not gone even think about touching dee? Or any of my niggas." He smiled. "Correct." I looked around. "So what was the point of all this in the first place?" I asked. "To get your attention of course." I nodded. "Can I ever come back to see her?"  He looked at me. "I said disappear dimwit." Maybe if I'd disappear. They wouldn't fuck with us no more. Maybe this was all for the best. Me leaving could make everyone's life better. Safer. I been in the game since I was sixteen and honestly I did need a little break. I stood up and niqo did the same. "You've got ya self a deal joe." I said. He grabbed my hand. I let go and started to walk out. "At least shoot the gun so they can think you actually did something." He looked at the gun and shot it off into the wall. "Now it smell like some shit went down." I said walking out.
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