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Julio

"Well it seem like all she do is stress you. Why you still with her?" Candy or brandy or Mandy. Whatever the hell her name was asked. I shrug. "I love her to death. She having my baby." She laughed. "Her having ya baby just gone put more stress on you." She said. She got up and climbed into the bed messaging my shoulders. "See you tense babe. Rock solid." She said. "Really that bad huh?" I asked looking back at her. She nodded. "I bet I can relieve you. Let some of that stress go." I raise an eyebrow. "Oh yeah? How?" I questioned but I already knew how. She scooted back and motioned me to come closer. I did so. "I can show you better than I can tell you." She replied tugging at my pants.
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Diamond

"Call him dumbass. I hate it when y'all do this shit. Y'all argue to damn much to be so in love with each other." Latto said as she sat on my couch. I roll my eyes. "Well damn I ain't know I was such a damn burden to you." I said a little hurt. She basically the only person I got out here and I'm not really getting why she acting like this. Of course I come to her with problems but she my Bestfriend what the fuck else is she here for? "Dee I ain't mean it like that. You know you my bitch. I'm just saying. Y'all gone bounce back. Y'all like me and Marco." She joked. I chuckled and grabbed my phone to call nova. I'm mad but should I really even be mad? He said he didn't do it multiple times. I just chose not to believe him. And at first It didn't hurt now it does and suddenly I do believe him. He was so upset and angry. when I told him I didn't want him seeing Nolan and I admit I ain't shit for saying that cause he love Nolan like he already here. I know that was really fucked up on my part but I was just speaking out of anger and like everything was just literally slipping out my mouth . He do need to get out these streets though. But he was right when he said I signed up for this. I mean I didn't now at first but once I found out I could've left but I didn't. I was already in too deep and already too in love with nov. how could I leave? It was it choice to stay and I can't get mad cause nova still doing what he know how to do. I chose to stay. I dial his number and wait for him to answer. It rang a good three times before connecting. "Nova?" I said cause it was silent on the other end. I heard some giggles and instantly got heated. "Sorry babes he's busy." Some girl said before hanging up. Probably a little thot. He got me all types of fucked up. I looked up at latto who was throwing her hair into a ponytail ready to go. See this why she my best bitch. "Im finna beat some ass. Cause you can't. Get up girl."She said slipping in her flip flops. I shake my head. "I'm six months pregnant. Why bitches wanna try me now." I said grabbing the keys off the counter. I got in the car and watched as latto started putting rings on her fingers. I laughed. Man she was crazy. "What you doing that for?" I questioned. "Just Incase I gotta snatch a bitch." She replied fighting the air. "Where we going anyway?" I looked down at my phone. "Sheraton hotel." Latto grabbed my phone. "I know you ain't got no tracker on this nigga phone." She laughed. I looked at her. "Surprised you ain't got one on Marco."I said. "Well dee I'm crazy but sure nuff not moe crazier than you."
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Julio

I woke up to loud banging on the door. I rubbed my head and got up to open it. It was J.I. "Julio you good?" He asked. He said something after that but my head was pounding so hard I ain't understand him. "What?"I questioned. He shook his head and closed the door. "Nov, you really got fucked up huh?" He said. "Shit I guess." I replied sitting on the bed trying to piece together what all happened earlier. "What time is it?" J.i took the phone out his pocket. "3:21." I nodded and laid back. "What even happened? What we do?" I asked. "Shit. You was feeling bad about Dee and key suggested that we go to the strip club, halfway through the night we lost yo ass. When we found you , you was talking bout some hotel party here so we got some rooms and joined the party. I don't know how yo night ended but I sure do know how mines did. Shit was amazing." He grinned. I chuckled. "I do remember you bringing some chick into ya room though. She was bad too." He looked around And from the looks of things you had a good night too." He said pointing to a condom wrapper on the floor. I looked at it and my eyes grew big instantly. "Nah. I ain't.... that ain't." I stumbled. "I ain't think you still had it in ya my dude." He said. "I'm pretty sure we ain't fuck J.I. She might've gave me head or something like that but I don't just be out here fucking everybody. Especially not no random stripper." J.i put his hands up in surrender. "Well I'm just calling it like I see it. And you better clean up before dee get here." I looked at him in confusion. "How you know she coming?" I questioned. "Latto texted me and said they was On they way and to tell the little bitch that you fucking to be prepared to get fucked up." He said before walking out . I face palmed myself. Dee finna beat my ass. I don't even know if I actually did something with that bitch but I'm pretty sure I did. I mean shit Dee kicked me out and said she ain't want me no more. Fuck was I supposed to do? Cry all night. Fuck I look like? Some soft ass nigga. She got me fucked up. She can't even be mad at me though she said she wanted things done. But I'm still scared though. Dee do not play. "JULIO OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR." I heard dee's voice. She banged on the door bout a million times before I opened it. I picked up the condom wrapper. It was open but the condom was still in it. Thank the lord. "What's up?" I said calmly. She ain't even say nothing. Her and latto just came in and started looking around. "Where she at?" Dee asked. "Where is who at?" She chuckled. "Nova. Please don't play dumb. I'm not in the fucking mood. Where in the hell is the bitch that you was piping?" I shrugged. "I wasn't piping anybody." I said. "Julio she mad as hell you might want to tell her the truth." Latto warned. "I did." I replied. "You know what? You ain't shit. Can't believe I really wanted to come over here and patch things up with you. I'm at home carrying your baby. Crying my eyes out and you over here living it up giving other bitches dick. Thinking it's all cool. Fuck you nov. Hope that hoe was worth it." She said before walking out. There she go jumping to conclusions. "Dee, wait." I said following after her. "What?" She said angrily. I looked at latto cause I wanted her to go. "Ima go wait in the lobby." She said pressing the elevator. "Why you so mad? Ain't this what you wanted? You said you was done with me." I said. "You think this is what I meant Julio?"  She questioned tears running down her face. In an instant I felt so bad. I fucked up I admit but I ain't the only one to blame here, but I hated seeing her cry knowing I was the reason for it . "You think I mean go out and fuck some other bitch? While I'm sitting here carrying your child. A child I didn't even want." She sobbed. That hurt. Her saying she ain't want our baby. It stung. A tear dropped from my eye. "What dee? Stop talking crazy! You ain't mean what you just said." I told her getting angry. She can be mad at me all she wants but what she not finna do is bring our baby into this. I love him like he already here and for her to say that really fucked me up. Im shocked. "You think I want a baby with you nov? You ain't shit. You just proved that here tonight." She wiped her face. "I ain't shit? Yo what the hell dee? I ain't shit. I've done everything for you. I done almost lost my life because of you and I ain't shit? For what? You just assume I'm out her fucking bitches huh? Why you even care? You kicked me out! You said you ain't want nothing to do with me. Now you saying you don't want this baby? I don't know what's going on with you dee but you really fucking up. You can't say shit like th..." she cut me off . "And you can't do shit like this." She cried. "I love you nov, but this. This ain't gone work." She started to take the ring off her finger when she got it off her finger she handed it to me. "Give it to somebody you really want to be with forever." She said kissing my cheek. I shook my head as tears poured down my face. Felt like I was going to cry someone a river. "Dee. You who I wanna be with forever." I said. She shook her head in disbelief and proceeded to walk away. I grabbed her hand and pulled her back. "Dee, I can't loose you. I'm sorry." I said through tears. Damn I ain't cried like this in a minute. She really done changed me. What ima do if I loose her? A nigga would prolly go crazy. (An: Shit that rhymed sign me up for the rap game🤣)"Nov. this not working no more. It's okay. Things like this happens. The love just not there no more. You can't force something that ain't there no more." She said. She's just giving up. "NAH FUCK THAT."I yelled. "What you want me to do? I gotta fix this. I can't loose you. I just can't." I said. "Fuck this shit." I took off my chain and my watch. "That's twenty thousand right there. They can have this too."I took off my Gucci belt and my shirt. "They can have all this shit. Take the clothes off my back these pants. I don't give a fuck. It don't mean a thing. But dee, you mean everything to me. You my whole world. Don't give up on us. Don't give up on me. Ima change. I promise. I swear to god." I got on my knees in front of her and placed my head on her belly sobbing. "You can't go" I said again. She kissed my forehead. "Nov, hey you know I don't care about that shit. You know the fancy shit don't impress me. I just want you back. I want the man that I fell in love with back." She said. I stood up. "I can't loose you diamond. I know I fucked up. I'm sorry." She nodded. "I love you Julio." She said. I kissed her. "I love you too." I replied putting the ring back on her finger where it belonged. "No more fuck ups tho. No more leaving unexpectedly. No more this. None of that." She said warning me. I nodded. "We didn't do anything though babe. I swear. I'm pretty sure she just gave me head. See I'm too fine to just be fucking anybody. can't have everybody out here saying they had a piece of nova." I said trying to lighten the mood. "That don't make it any better but I guess." She shrugged. I just dropped it. "I meant everything I said there dee. I do love you and ima change. Ima be a good father to my son. Ima love you forever. You ain't gone have to worry bout a thing. I got you." I said. She kissed my cheek. "I already knew that."
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Diamond

3 months  later

"Don't you think this one looks better?" I asked nova. He looked up at the picture, shrugged, and went back to watching tv. He was laying on my belly basically holding me captive with his arms around me while I looked through the maternity photos we took yesterday. I really wasn't into that stuff but he wanted to take some so bad. Now he ain't even paying no attention to em. We had a really bad rough spot in our relationship. I'm just happy we got over it because what would I do with out my babes nova. I sure as hell was not bout to be no single mother. He got me fucked up. "Boo. You didn't actually look at it though." I pouted. "I did though." He replied attention still on the tv. I hit his arm. "Look at it you dim wit." I said. He looked at my belly. "You see how ya mother treats me little man?" He said. I giggled and dropped the photo in front of him. "I like the one where you was laying in the gold shit." He said. "And the one where I was kissing your belly. That's the one we putting on our wedding invites." He continued. I shook my head. "We ain't putting no damn maternity pictures on our wedding invites." I said. "Well what the hell we gone do then?" He asked. "Take more photos of course." I replied. "See I was just tryna kill two birds with one stone but since you always wanna be extra." He said. I'm glad everything's back to how it used to be. I will admit I'm on his ass more though. He be thinking shits a joke but it's really ain't but I know he's working on himself and so am I. We both had things to work on to be honest. "I can't wait any longer for him to get here." Nova said rubbing my belly. I roll my eyes. "Your so impatient. He just gone have to bake a little longer. That's all it is." I reassured him. He be more excited than me most of the time. "Your nine months though. Little man you need to come meet us." He said gently knocking on my belly. He kicked. "What you waiting for than?" I laughed. "I'm thirty-six weeks nov, it takes forty." He smacked his lips. "Well it only took me a good ten minutes to put it down and get you pregnant damn. I just hate waiting." He always complaining with his impatient ass. He irking me. Like Nolan's coming, don't force it. Cause I'm scared to push him out. He's gotten so big over the last three months. Like huge. Even though he's only five or six pounds. "Nov. you really ready aren't ya." I asked. No answer. I looked down to see him knocked out. I smiled and drifted off myself.
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I woke up to an excruciating pain in my stomach. Shit! This nigga nova done jinxed it. I think I'm finna have this baby. I groan and turn over looking for my hospital bag so we could go. I shake nov as best as I could because I was just in so much pain. "Nov. babes. The babies coming." I said. That woke him up right away. He jumped up and started looking around. "Where's the hospital bag?" He asked. "Right here." He took it from me and picked me up. "Are you okay babe? Can you walk?" He asked concerned. "I don't know it just hurts. He's gotta get out of me NOW." I started to yell. Nova nodded and carried me all the way to the car. I foreal love this man. He put me in the car and strapped me in before getting in to the driver side. The whole way there nova was geeked as hell. He kept telling me how he was gone love his son and how gone put him in sports and all types of things. I didn't say anything I just listened. "Babe what you think about that." He looked over at me. "Whachu crying for baby? Our sons on the way." He smiled. I nodded. "I know nov. I'm just....scared." I admitted. He whipped my face with his free hand. "It's gone be alright. I swear. We gone be parents of the year." He grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers. "We got this baby." He said kissing my hand. I nodded and laid my head on his chest. It's actually happening now. I'm officially going to be a mother. We arrived to the hospital and immediately I was admitted into a room. My contractions weren't close enough for me to be brought into the delivery room. So I just waited. Nova sat on the side of me holding my hand just smiling. It made me so happy how happy he was. I attempted to smile but felt a sharp pain. This baby gone have to fight me. "I'm starving." I blurted. "Now you know they said you can't eat." I smack my lips. They be tryna starve bitches. I was doing well and beginning to drift off before my contractions started getting closer it was like every three minutes I was feeling the same excruciating pain over and over and over. I cried out for nova to go get the nurse. "Alright Mrs. Your ready for delivery."

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