I was sitting near the window of my hotel room in London. I was there for an interview and some boring meetings with some boring producers. I was extremely tired, all I really wanted was to lie in bed and stay there for a few years or forever.
'Hey' I hear my manager Emily say. I turn around. 'We have a meeting in 2 hours, remember?' I nod, I don't know when I started to be more introverted and shy.
I got up, walking to the balcony. I opened the window, feeling the rain in my skin. I looked down to the street, a bunch of people were standing there, covered with umbrellas.
'I hope they're not here for me, I don't want them to catch a cold' I say out loud
'You're gonna catch a cold if you don't come in right now' Emily say to me. I look at her, she was the most close person in my life right now. I haven't seen my family in a long time. I feel guilty, but I can't do anything, besides, Christina might be still mad at me
FLAHBACK
Christina was sitting in the backyard. I walked to her side, i knew she was mad at me.
- talk to me - I said to her.
- Why are you leaving us? - she asked me.
- It's my dream, I don't want to give up on music like you guys did - I answered.
- WE DIDN'T! - she yelled. - Family is more important than music, than anything. Now I know you don't care at all - she said getting up, walking inside. With or without her support I will chase my dreams.
END OF FLASHBACK
I felt a tear falling from my cheeks, I remember that day clearly, since that moment, I haven't talked to any of my siblings. They might be so ashamed.
I got up and walk to the bathroom, to take a short shower. After that, I walk out and sit in the table.
'The stylist team are on their way!' I hear Emily yell from the kitchen. I grab my phone and log in twitter, I start to follow fans and retweeting funny things. When a comment catch my eyes: 'Lisa and Harry should be together, they'll make a wonderful couple' I smile at the comment, some fans are a little too crazy.
A few minutes later the team or crew or i don't know, were here. I just sat down, and close my eyes, i was too tired. I started to remember my life, mom, dad, my siblings and, unfortunately, THOMAS.
Thomas, Thomas, Thomas... what a bad memory.
'You okay?' I hear Emily saying to me. I open my eyes and that's when I realize the salty taste in my mouth. I was crying.
'Yeah' I answer unsure. I knew I was feeling really bad. Today definitely wasn't my day.
'Guys, why don't you give us a time alone?' she ask to the people in the room. I think they nodded because in a few seconds they were out. 'Now tell me' she say. I got up, walking to the window.
'I don't feel really good today' I say watching the rain fall from the sky. 'Yeah I can tell' she say giggling. I giggle too, somehow she always make me feel better.
'Is it about Thomas?' she ask.
FLASHBACK
3 months ago
I was sitting near the window, watching the rain fall, my eyes were closed. I needed a moment to breathe. A few minutes ago i had a fight with Thomas over the phone. It was always the same, i was traveling he needed some company and bam! he cheated on me. He always says that i'm not around, that i don't care about him anymore, and stuffs like that.
I was on my own thoughts when the door bell rang. Thomas was outside, probably drunk, before I could say anything he smashed his lips into mine. A few seconds later, we were in the couch, he on top of me. I didn't wanted this, not now, not with him.
- Th- omas, st- stop - I tried to say but he wasn't listening. I put my hands in his chest and pushed him away.
- What the-? - he asked me.
- I don't want to, you should probably go - I said walking to the door. He started to laugh
- See, this is why I cheated on you so many times! You and your stupid 'I want to wait until marriage' thing. - He said harshly. I turned around
- What?! - I asked in shock - You are a bastard - I said angry
- You're a bitch! - he said walking closer to me.
- You should probably walk out, unless you want me to call security - I said in a serious tone. I didn't want him to know how hurt I was.
- Yeah, so this is goodbye? I can finally go and hook up with other girls! - he yelled at me and walked out. All I did was sit in the floor and cry.
END OF FLASHBACK
'Lisa?' Emily ask me. I look at her, worry was written all over her face.
'What?' I answer cleaning the tears of my face. ''What happened?'' She ask me. What am I suppose to tell her? I don't even know what's on my head right now. 'Honestly? i don't know' I say to her.
It was the truth, I don't know how I feel right now, but the only thing I know is that I'm scared of ending up alone.
SO HELLOOOOOOO WORLD! SORRY I HAVEN'T UPDATE IN AGES, I WAS TOO BUSY AND BEING LAZY HAHAHA LIKE ALWAYS. SORRY ABOUT THE BORING CHAPTER HAHA BUT I FELT LIKE I NEEDED TO EXPLAIN LISA'S PAST AND FEELINGS. NEXT CHAPTER IS ALL ABOUT HARRY 😍
YAYYY SO NEXT WEEK ONE DIRECTION IS HAVING A CONCERT IN MY COUNTRY AND IM GOING AND IM DYING OMG WHAT SHOULD I DO? WHATEVER HAHA
SO, CHANGING THE THEME I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT THIS STORY IS LIKE REALLY UNPOPULAR, BUT I DONT CARE BC U LOVE IT! I LOVE HISA BUT IF U CAN HELP ME WITH THE VIEWS AND STUFFS , IT'LL BE REALLY COOL. IF U LIKED THE STORY VOTE, IF U DONT... VOTE HAHA U CAN LET ME SOME COMMENTS ABOUT ADVICES AND SUGGESTIONS IDK, IM OPEN TO ANY HELP HAHAH
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Loving you is easy (A Harry Styles and Lisa Cimorelli love story)
Teen FictionHarry Styles and Lisa Cimorelli love story.