Chapter 19: Flashlight

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by foreverhisa

by foreverhisa

Third Person's POV

The next morning was cloudy. Harry couldn't sleep very well, considering how confused and worried he was about lisa's behavior. He couldn't help but feel immensely guilty even though deep in his heart, he knew he wasn't. He rolled out of bed and went to the kitchen. Yes, a kitchen. He wanted to stay in a hotel where room service wasn't needed, at least to them. So he grabbed a few things that people from the hotel had put there and he started to make breakfast.

The smell of waffles filled the room and lisa woke up. Her head was hurting but despite of that, she had had a good night of sleep. She slowly made her way out of the room and saw Harry standing in the middle of the kitchen, holding a pan. He was wearing only some gray sweatpants and his hair was hid in a beanie. She couldn't help but think of him as the most hot human in the entire planet.

''Good Morning'' He softly said, looking away from the pan and meeting Lisa's gaze. She shyly smiled and walked to the table, sitting in front of him. He put two plates in the table and sat next to her.

''This is so good'' She said as soon as she took a bit of her waffles. The place went quiet, deadly quite. They both finished the meal in completely silence.

Harry sighed, turning around and facing her. She swallowed the last piece of waffle and drank a little bit of her warm tea. Her hands were sweating, she knew he wanted answers and she couldn't blame him. ''I think we need to talk'' He finally said and she just nodded, not really sure what to say or how to say it. Her heart was beating hard and she felt stupid for feeling so nervous when he had just seen her naked, which was for sure something huge for her. The lack of confidence was chasing her everywhere, she had fought it for a while but now she didn't cared, in fact it made her so imperfectly that she loved it. But right now, in this exactly moment, she was hating herself for being so insecure about everything. ''About what happened in the-'' A phone rang somewhere in the room and Harry closed his eyes in annoyance.

''Gotta get that'' Lisa excused herself and literally ran to the room, closing the door behind. Saved by the bell was the first thing that popped in her head and she smiled at the ID. Lauren.

- Hey - Lisa said, almost like running out of breath. Lauren on the other side of the line frowned.

- Where the heck are you?! I went to your apartment and it's empty EMPTY Lisa, so I'm demanding answers right now - She said faster, making Lisa laugh.

- Calm down you crazy human. I'm in Europe currently. I swear I'll tell you everything and give you explanations once I get back to the U.S. - Lisa excused herself.

The rest of the conversation was ordinary and Lisa promised Lauren to call her as soon as possible. She knew what it was coming now, she deeply knew she needed to talk to Harry about what happened the other night and her own feelings but it was really hard for her to open up like that. She has never done that, all her life she had hid her own feelings inside this box, away from the world and even herself. She stepped out the room. Harry was standing next to the giant window, looking away. He was in deep thought, questioning his own moves and what was wrong.

"Harry" Lisa whispered and he turned around. She could see how hurt he was in the inside just by looking at him. His light green eyes were now dark and full of guilt, and lisa felt a lump on her throat. It was all her fault, she needed to make it up, to fix it.

Both of them stood there, looking at each other in the eyes, trying to read what they were desperately trying to say. ''I'm sorry'' Harry said, looking at those brown eyes. Lisa sighed, stepping closer to him until they were inches apart. She smashed her lips with his, giving him a long and deep kiss. Harry grabbed her arms and pulled her away. ''Lisa...'' He said and she nodded, slowly making her way to the soft couch.

''I've never been good at explaining myself.'' She whispered and he sat next to her, grabbing her arm and holding it strongly.

''Tell me what's going on'' Harry softly demanded.

Lisa looked him. ''I don't think you really want to know''. She said.

''I want to know, I really want to'' He assured her.

The brunette sighed, looking at the floor. ''I'm terrified'' She finally confessed. ''I don't know what's going on with me because apparently everything I've been doing since we met is to do things that I never thought I would. I was supposed to wait until marriage'' She said. Harry felt his heart stopping ''But you know what's terrifying me more? the fact that I actually wanted it, I want everything with you and that's something new to me. I was used to keep everything to me and actually stand behind this giant wall, afraid to express my feelings and desires but with you everything's different. Before we met I was going through this hard time, I had ended a toxic relationship that took everything from me, that ripped me apart. But you came and somehow it all feels better.''

A smile grew on Harry's face. ''I'm sorry you had to go through all of that before, but I can promise you that i won't do that. All I want is you, I want you for a lifetime. I don't want this short and fake relationship, I want something with meaning, something like this. I want you Lisa and I won't go anywhere. I'm willing to fight for you.'' He said, grabbing now both of her hands. ''I don't want you to feel like you can't trust in me, because whatever is happening, whatever is going through your mind ...we will fix it, together.'' He assured her, kissing her soft lips.

''I love you'' Lisa whispered as they pulled away. She put her head on harry's chest, feeling his heart.

''I love you too'' Harry replied, kissing her head and holding her hand strongly. He couldn't recall last time he felt like this, so complete. Or if he ever felt like this in his entire life. Whatever it was, it was pure perfection.

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