Loving you is easy (A Harry Styles and Lisa Cimorelli love story)

Chapter 5: Feelings

HARRY POV

I was sitting in my bed, looking at the ceiling. I wasn't sad or anything, I was just thinking about Lisa, I mean it's not that I'm in love or something but she's really pretty and I hate myself for not ask her number.

'Whatcha doin?' I heard Louis. he walked in the room and sat down next to me.

'Nothing mate, just thinking' I said careless. He was wearing a hoodie and some sweatpants.

'C'mon, I know you're lying. I'm your best friend, you know you can tell me anything' he said to me. I know he's right and that I should probably tell him.

'I just... I haven't told you because I don't know, It's not a big deal' I said. he laughed

'C'mon styles, cut the crap' Louis said to me laughing. I smiled at him

'Okay okay. the other day at the restaurant I bumped into this girl' I said blushing.

'THAT'S WHY YOU WERE SMILING LIKE AN IDIOT!!!' Louis yelled. I nodded. 'so, did you called her?' He asked.

'No, I don't have her number' I said sadly. he looked at me surprised and confused 'well, because when I realized that I didn't asked her number, I ran to where her table was.. but she wasn't there'

'Well, that sucks' Louis said joking, trying to cheer me up. 'At least you know her name or something?' he asked

'Yes, I know her name' I said laughing. he looked at me confused. 'you're not going to believe me, but it was Lisa cimorelli' I blushed. 

'THE Lisa cimorelli?' I nodded' Niall's crush?' he whispered, I laughed.

LISA POV

'Who's that?' I froze, my heart stopped and i'm pretty sure I died. A tall guy with brown eyes and light hair walked outside.

'Need anything?' He said rudely to me. I didn't knew who this guy was but i was about to kill him. Thank god Em spoke before me.

'We came to see Lynne, is she here?' Em asked calmed. The guy looked at us and nodded, walking away from the door. Em looked at me, I knew she was waiting for me.

'I'm sorry, I can't' I said turning around. I felt an arm stopping me, it was Em. She looked at me like saying that I have to go. I nodded, taking a deep breathe.. I walked in.

Mom was there, sleeping. Dad was next to her, reading the newspaper. Two girls and one boy were sleeping in the couch, I couldn't recognize any of them, because their faces were covered. The guy that opened the door, walked inside too, closing it behind. Em was standing next to him. Dad looked away from the paper and his face went blank. He stood up slowly, and walked closer to me. I knew he was probably angry and I was already prepared for the yelling. but instead, he hugged me tight, and I couldn't help but let out a huge sigh.

'My baby girl' he said still hugging me and crying.

'I'm so sorry, I'm the worst daughter in the world, I should've been here with you. I'm so sorry' I said holding back the tears, my dad hugged me even more tight than before. When we stopped the hug, he kissed my forehead.

'We've missed you so much, mom always talk about you, she's really proud of you, we're all so proud of you' he said looking at me. I nodded. I looked at mom and walked closer to her. I kissed her forehead because I didn't want to wake her up.

'I'm so sorry and I love you so much' I said. I looked at dad, he was smiling.

'Let's go for a coffee?' He asked me. I nodded, i was really hungry and tired.

'What are you ordering?' he asked me.

'Caramel macchiato' I said smiling to him. He nodded, facing the cashier. I went to a table and sat down, looking through the window.

'Here it is honey' he said handing me the coffee and sitting in front of me. My phone rang, I looked at the screen.

'Hello?' I answered confused because it was an unknown ID.

'Lisa?' He asked with a British accent. No way!

'Yeah, who's this?' I asked smiling. I already knew who it was.

'Harry styles, don't you remember me?' he said. I laughed causing my dad to look at me curious.

'Of course, you're not a forgettable person' I said and he laughed.

'So... um... I just wanted to ask you out, I mean I know you're probably busy, but I really would like to take you out for dinner.. next week because right now i'm on my way to L.A, but i promise you that next week i'll be back and-' I cut him off, he was speaking really fast

'That would be really cool, but i have something better. I'm in L.A right now. I said smiling.

'No way!' he answered laughing. 'It seems like destiny want us together' I blushed so hard, like never in my life. Dad just laughed of me, with a curious look.

'yeah, it seems like' I said shyly, I still act awkward in front of boys, that hasn't changed

'I'll call you when i land. See you soon' I hung up.

'It looks like someone's in love' he said singing. I laughed

' Aren't you supposed to be jealous?' I said laughing

' Yeah but I'm getting used to, with your sisters' he said laughing. wow, my sisters with boyfriends?, it's kinda hard to believe.

We talked for about an hour, he told me how proud he was, and that mom loves me no matter what. I can't say that i'm not actually nervous about going back to the room, but i'm already here so... I can't back down now. As we were walking down the hall, i could hear some laughs from inside the room. My hands were sweating and heart was about to jump off my chest. As we were reaching the door, i suddenly stopped.

'I can't dad, i just can't. I'm sorry, i'll come back tomorrow, please don't tell anybody that i was here, i need to.. i'm sorry ' I stuttered the last words, tears threatening to fall. I'm such a coward.

I ran out of the hospital, where i found Em sitting on a bench

'What the...' She tried to say but i cut her

'let's go' i said to her without looking. I jumped in the car and a few minutes later she sat next to me, telling the driver to take us back to the hotel. I sat there quietly, i didn't want to talk because i was scared of crying, actually i was holding so bad my tears, that my eyes were hurting. Thank god, Em knew me so well that she remained silent throughout the trip. When we arrived, I practically ran to my room, without even taking the elevator. I took the stairs and reached the 9th floor breathless. 'Crap! i don't have the key' I said sitting back against the wall, in a fetal position. I cried, i was crying and sobbing so bad that I bet it was even funny. I couldn't control it and i didn't want to. I've been holding back my tears for a while and finally, everything exploded. I felt a hand placed in my shoulder. Em.

'It's okay, honey' She said while stroking my hair. We didn't talk, she just stood there, without saying anything, without asking anything. She was just there, like always. After a few minutes I calmed down a little bit, still sobbing of course

'Thank you' I managed to say.

i'm sorry for the delay, but i've been reading a lot honestly. I read one book in one night, so i think i'm having some trouble hahaha whatever, i really hope you enjoyed this chapter, i'll be writing next chapter, tomorrow... i hope lol . Vote and comment please

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oh ps, the book that i read was 'If i stay' bc i saw the trailer and omg I cried so bad that i had to read the book. I recommend it!