I fell in love with a nerd. ~ Kevedd fanfiction

chapter 1~ The realization

"Come on Nazz!" I yell from outside of her bedroom door with my back on the wall and one foot up.
I was working on my motorcycle all last night and I just want to show it off at school.
"Hold on Kevin! I'm trying to pick the perfect lipstick!"
I roll my eyes, "How about the one you wear everyday!"
I hear her laugh but she ignores me.
*5 minutes later*
Nazz finally walks out wearing a lipstick that looks like the one she wears everyday.
"Look Kevin, it's a new lipstick." Nazz says while smiling.
"It looks like the one you wear everyday." I say while giving her a confuse look. I don't understand girls but i rub it off and laugh and put my arm around Nazz and we walk outside to my new fix up motorcycle.
"Wow Kevin! It looks nice!"
"thanks I been working on it."
I grab a helmet and hand it to Nazz.
She takes it and says, "Shouldn't you be giving this to your little crush over there." looking at Double D who is waiting outside of Eddy's house.
"Dude stop, you know I don't like that dork!" I say while giving her a angry/ annoyed look.
Nazz roles her eyes. "Kevin, yes you do."
I started to get angry and I take the helmet from Nazz and say, "You know what, you can find your own way to school."
I put the helmet on while getting on my motorcycle and I drove off to Rolf's house.
When I got there, Rolf was walking out of his house.
"Hey, dude! Need a ride?" I asked him.
"Sure."
I take my helmet off and give it to Rolf.
While he put the helmet on I asked, "Want to get something to eat before school?"
"Doesn't school start in 10 minutes?"
"yeah but who cares?" I say giving him a dirty look.
"True, let's go."
Rolf gets on the motorcycle and we drive to a café near are school.
I grab a donut and Rolf grabs a muffin.
while we were walking out Rolf ask,
"Why didn't you take Nazz to school?"
"She kept telling me that I like Double D."
I kinda told Rolf that I like Edd but I never actually told him. Well I don't even know if I like that dork. I always bully him. I make fun of him. I even made him cry once. You don't do that shit to people you like.
"But you do like the Eddward, right?" Rolf says with a confuse look.
"I don't know man..." I get on my motorcycle, "...I bully him, its like I hate him but I don't." Rolf follows me and gets on the motorcycle and puts the helmet on.
Rolf response with, "Maybe you should talk to Edd."
"And what, tell him that I like him? after bullying him for years? He probably hates me man and I believe that I hate him to."
We get to school and I see that Nazz walked with Sarah and Jimmy. Rolf tried talking to me about Edd but all that talk, made me mad at Edd. I walked away from Rolf and walked into school.

When I got inside, the first thing I see is Edd. He's trying to get Eddy's attention and hand him a paper. He gave up and looked at me. He smiled and wave. Ugh I hate that fucking gap between his teeth...or do I like it? Oh my god I'm confusing myself and that was making me mad. I walked over to Edd and push him against the locker.
"What the fuck are you looking at dork!" I said to him being really angry.
"No...nothing...Kevin...I ju.... just wanted to be nice and wave to you." Edd said while being very nervous.
"Hey get away from him jerk!" Eddy said while trying to push me away from him.
"Don't touch me big head! Or I will punch you in the face!" I said to Eddy. After I said that, I realize how stupid that probably sounded.
"Don't be so mean to my friends Kevin!" Ed said to me while getting close to me but got scared and backed up.
"Let's go guys, let's leave this jerk alone." Eddy said while grabbing his friends and walking away.
Double D looked at me and mumbled "I'm sorry."
Him saying that kinda kicked me in the stomach.
I saw Rolf and walked over to him.
He asks "So how do you feel about the Edward now?"
I looked at him and rolled my eyes and want to gym.
The whole time in Gym, Eddy kept giving me dirty looks, Double D wouldn't look at me and then there was Ed who kept looking at me and calling me a meanie every time I told him what to do for gym.
I keep thinking about why Edd won't look at me. Did I make him that upset? Well duh, I did push him into a locker. Why am I even this worked up about it? He's just another dork. Maybe Rolf is right, I should talk to him. After thinking about all that, I didn't even realize the bell rung.
"Hey jerk teacher, can we go?!?" Eddy yelled at me which got me out of thinking.
"Um...yeah, go change dork. But Double D, stay."
Why did I stay that? What am I even going to talk to him about? I just fucked up.

"Yes, Kevin. Did I do something wrong?" he said, still not looking at me.
"Hey dork, look at me while you talk to me." I said while grabbing him by the shoulder and wiping him around, pushing him against the wall.
He was finally looking at me in the eyes.
"I'm..so..sorry Kevin."
"DUDE. can you stop apologizing to me every fucking time we talk! I just want to have a conversation with you!" I was started to get angry again, and I saw that Edd was crying, I forgot that I was holding his shoulders in my hand and I was gripping really hard. I let go and Edd looked at his shoulder. I left a perfect mark. I'm such an idiot!
"Hey I'm sorry." I said to him concern.
"its okay, I promise. But look who's apologizing now." Edd says while crying and laughing at the same time.
"But you are crying dork."
"I will be fine, I was laughing to, wasn't I?" he said while smiling at me.
Man that gap in his teeth is adorable. Wait did I just say that to myself?
I was blushing and Edd just looked at me and put his head down.
"Earlier in the morning, I saw that you left Nazz by herself. So I walker over to her. We had a small conversation, then she asked how I felt about you..."
I looked at him with a angry look, "What did you say dork!"
"Let me finish Kevin, I told her that you can be mean.."
I tried to say something again but he started to talk louder.
"...but you can be nice, Kevin you are a bully but I see something nice in you. I see a little good in you." He said giving me a big smile.
The bell rung for are second class
and Edd tried to walk away from me.
I grabbed him and pushed him into the locker room and said "Meet me before lunch, in here okay?"
He nodded.

The whole time in class, I was thinking about , how does he think I'm a good person? What makes him think there is good in me? ugh. I just want to talk to him already!!!

~ Yay! thanks for reading the first chapter. Sorry if there mistakes or grammer problems, but I hope you like. ~