I fell in love with a nerd. ~ Kevedd fanfiction

Chapter 12~ why Kevin?

Kevin ~ POV
Its Wednesday and I haven't left my house. I haven't talked to anyone. I don't even know where my phone is.
I barley eat and listen to the same song over again.
♪ ~The first words that come out
And I can see this song will be about you
I can't believe that I can breathe without you
But all I need to do is carry on. ~ ♪

Couple people have knocked on my door but I ignored them.

I keep looking at the pictures me and him took, I don't know what to do with them. He only said we needed a break. He will come back.
But what if he doesn't?
What if he's with Eddy?
Im making myself sick.

I still have a little bit of alcohol left.
I drank the left of that and laid on my bed.

Edd ~ POV
I haven't seen Kevin and its been making me upset. He hasn't been at school. I haven't seen him leave his house.
Oh jeez what have I done.
I tried calling him and knocking on his door but he ignores it.

"What are you doing?" Eddy said coming and sitting down next to me at the lunch table.
I just looked at him.
"You're thinking about Kevin?"
I ignored him.
"If you're this fucking upset, then why the fuck did you break up with him?"

I got angry and I stood up and said,
"This is all your fault! If you would have just left me and him alone we would still be together!"
Everyone was looking at me.

"You can't put the blame on me dude. I didn't tell you to break up with him, I might have thought about it but I never told you to do it." Eddy said all sarcastically and smooth.

I walked out of the lunch room and left school and want home. This is the first time I ditched school.
I walked into my room and saw the pictures of me and Kevin.
I remembered when he said that smile only happens why he's with me.
I walked over to my window and looked out toward Kevin's house. He has his bedroom blinds closed.
I laid on my bed and cried myself to sleep.

Kevin ~ POV
At this point, im getting bored and lonely. I want over to my phone and saw text by Nazz,Rolf, And Edd.

Edd~ you okay?
Edd~ I'm Sorry!
Edd~ want me to come over?
Edd~ you haven't been at school....hope you are okay.

I stopped reading after those and just deleted the whole chat.

Nazz~ Hey Kevin dude! you haven't been at school again. You okay?
Nazz~ I heard you and Edd broke up. I'm sorry.

I deleted that chat too.

Finally Rolf, someone I'm willing to talk to right now.

Rolf ~ I heard you and Eddward broke up. Want me to come over?
Rolf~ you haven't left your house and haven't been at school, do you want me to stop by?

I texted back even though he sent that message yesterday.

Me~ Yeah you can come over. everything a mess though.

Rolf ~ be over after school and that's fine.

I took a shower since I haven't taken one since Saturday.

I made my bed. Cleaned up the beer and other alcohol bottles on the ground. Walked down stairs and cleaned whatever mess was down there.
By the time all that was clean up, school was almost over.
I watched TV till Rolf came over.
I heard a knock at the door, I turn my TV off and looked to see who was the door and when I saw it was Rolf, I left him in.

Hey leaned in for a hug so I gave him a hug.
"You look horrible Kevin boy."
"Thanks, I appreciate that." I said annoyed.
I walk up stairs and turn the music off.
"You can leave that on if you want." he said sounding like he was helping.