Moon Willows Tantrums

And You'll Never Know

You are a dumbass.

A blind idiot.

You are oblivious and you make my blood boil.

You are so stupid sometimes I just want to smack you.

But you are my dumbass.

You are my blind idiot.

You are oblivious and you make my blood boil because when we talk or when we are near each other I don't know what else to blame the blood that rushes to my cheeks for.

I don't want to care for you as much as I do but more importantly

I don't want you to know how much I care for you because I don't want your honesty.

I don't want you to tell me you didn't fall in love with the way I stumble over my thoughts and emotions,

the way I did of you.

I don't want you to tell me that my quirks don't make you giggle as much as yours do to me.

I don't want you to tell me that you don't think of me as nearly as often as I think of you.

I don't want to admit that I love you because I don't want you to admit to me that you don't love me.

So instead of fighting to be the girl of your dreams,

I will help you get yours,

and you will forever be in mine.

And you will never know.