The Thoughts And The Truth

The Difference About the Future

This chapter is about the things I thought that would or would never happen to me... But did happen. I won't use names or numbers just either he or she. The person who did do that, they don't get to be named at all.

When I was younger I thought that I would never ever in the whole world get bullied. But in grade 5 all of a sudden out of no where the guy who say beside me... he started picking on me. Now it's all good, the last time I got bullied by him was last year in grade 7. And I thought that he was done after grade 5 but nope he wasn't.

Even last year and this year another person picks or at least is mean to me. She is not a nice person, she even lies about something she just said or something else.

When I was younger I thought that I would never ever either want to or cry myself to sleep. But it happened and happens, somedays even in school I just want to cry. Even if I remembered something that someone said to me or someone else. Even if they are kidding, I don't know that, what if they're lying? Or what if they're not? I don't know, even if I asked them they might be lying.

When I was younger I thought that I would have the most beautiful future. But for this one so far not so beautiful, but maybe in the future I might get more of a beautiful future. I haven't seen enough of the world to say too many things about it.

When I was younger I thought that I would have a the best dream in the world and no matter what it would happen. But right now I don't really have a dream to follow. So there goes that dream, even though I have a dream to have a dream and follow it... I just can't think of a even bigger dream to follow.

When I was younger I thought that I would have best friends that never made fun of me, even though they know they are joking to me they are dead serious. So I hate it when someone makes a joke about me, all I want to do is scream and cry, and run away from all my problems. But that will never happen. I don't think I will ever be able to run away from my problems.

When I was younger I thought that I would be able to ask everyone what ever was on my mind or if I wanted to say something I would and I wouldn't be scared to say it. But I can't ever tell everyone what I'm thinking because something's are just to embarrassing to say out loud. Today on May 5, 2014 I called someone, something they admit that they are. But afterwards I just felt guilty and I was very mad at that person because of who they chose how to act around people. So I still regret that I said that to them, I didn't say it to their face. But I really hope no one that heard me say it or got told I said it, told her.

If you want to know what I said, just leave a comment and I will tell everyone in the next chapter. If no one comments back then I won't tell anyone. Well let's just see what the next chapter beholds.