a supporter || j.s

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Jacobs Pov
jacob: yes you did ;)
y/n: don't think so sartorius :)
i laughed at the choice of response she chose
jacob: i'll be back, i need to finish my food!
y/n: aha, goodbye j
jacob: goodbye cutiee

i actually did need to finish my food so i wasn't lying about that part.
i don't know why but there's something different about this girl.
no jacob. she's just another fan

i start finishing my food

Your Pov
why did this feel so unrealistic? my expectation of our first dm, i thought would just be "hey ❤️" or just a heart. but an actual conversation. holy shit, that's insane.
and he still wants to talk. i mean wow, i don't mind. this is awesome!
i go on twitter and see alabama had tweeted

A/N: from now on when i say "alabama" in this story from jacob pov and y/n's it's gonna be sky if anybody's still confused aha

@alabamajacobs: jacob likes me better then y'all :)))

i respond to her tweet with

@yagirljacob: oh, does he now?
she respond almost a minute later

@alabamajacobs: yup, he even told me ;)

@alabamajacobs has sent you a message...

what the hell does this girl want.
i open the message and see a photo.
it wasn't fully loaded to i let it load.

it was a picture.
not just a picture. it was a dm between alabama and jacob.
i open the picture to let me see it up close

jacob: hey cuttiiee
alabama: hey j!
jacob: so watcha doin
alabama: just playing with my lil bro, what about you?
jacob: at a meeting with matt and tony, bored.
alabamajacob: cute cute
jacob: aha, i love your account 😍
alabamajacob: awh, thanks!
jacob: it's honestly like my fav, just don't say anything. i don't want hurt feelings!!
alabamajacob: i won't, bye babe ❤️
jacob: bye cutie ❤️

THAT WAS THE DM Y/N SAW ^^

i scanned the picture from everything. to her wifi, to the time, to her battery percentage to everything.
it couldn't be.
after everything i told him he would say this.
what kind of social media influencer would do this to his supporters. this is bullshit.

i get out of my dms with alabama and go over to my dm with jacob

y/n: what the hell jacob.
i send. soon after, really regretting it.

he responds shortly after.
jacob: what?

y/n: all of a sudden alabamas your favorite? do you not understand how many people she has hurt? what the hell is wrong with you.

i know i'm going to regret this. my heart is aching. my hands were shaking. i was scared, i just needed to tell him.
this is such a bad start to our not to be long "friendship". what the hell are you doing y/n.

jacob: what are you talking about? alabama isn't my favorite. she will never be my favorite. where did you get this all from?

i go over to alabamas tweet and screenshot it

y/n: herself. (sends him tweet and dm between jacob and alabama)

jacob: that was in january of 2016. literally a year ago. i don't know what i was thinking okay. i'm sorry.

well great. he probably hates me. the jacob sartorius hates me. the only person who's ever made me happy probably hates me. how the hell am i supposed to fix this now. fuckk

y/n: i'm sorry too. i shouldn't have said anything. i'm just upset because well, look at you. a 14 year old kid making music and selling out shows, going on tour. billions of supporters. probably even a girlfriend and well me. (your name) just a girl. probably just another one of your supporters. im fat, im ugly, im not good enough for anybody. i'm sorry i'm getting so upset i just, i don't want alabama to hurt you now. i'm sorry.

there it goes. how i feel. why am i even opening out to jacob? he'll probably just stop texting me after today.

i shut my phone off and started to drift off to sleep.

Jacobs Pov

jacob: no. you aren't just another one of my "supporters".
jacob: please don't ever think of yourself in such a negative way.
jacob: y/n?
jacob: i'm sorry.
jacob: i love you.
delivered at 8:34pm

why isn't she responding? it's not even late. does she think i hate her.
awh. i hope not. what have you done jacob.