Adelaide
(trigger warning)
i thought things were better.
i thought, maybe,
i'd only climb from here.
i never prepared for an avalanche.
but yet again,
you never really do.
and it was tears,
and pain,
and hatred.
destroying the leather wrists that i built up for myself.
because the shadows,
they never really leave.
and the demons,
control everything.
and i hated myself.
despite the longing inside that i knew these were bullshit thoughts,
my mind raced with emotion.
and i was
completely numb.
so the metal stained my skin with color,
a layer beneath the leather,
of lines, words, and weakness.
on the bathroom floor,
covered in color,
stained by the thoughts.
and i hated myself.
and I couldn't stop.
and i fucking
hated myself.
a/n
long time no see.
I still love you all,
Trust me.
-soph🌻
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