Teenage Burnout | Kellic (boyxboy) [STILL BEING WRITTEN]

Everybody Knows You'd Break Your Neck to Keep Your Chin Up.

A/N: This chapter is dedicated to @graceiloveyou because she was the first one to tell me to update this ... she also said if I didn't update the she'd hunt me down... so @graceiloveyou, this one's for you! Keep reading and I Hope you liked this chapter!

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SONG OF THE CHAPTER: CHIN UP

BY: COPELAND

"With your eyes closed,
watching a strange show play out in your head,
But you were smiling somehow...
As your day froze, and everyone in it
sat still as a rose, but we were moving somehow.
Back to where we started, losing who we were,
Maybe we should only tip a bottle back,
To keep us filled up.
Back to where we started, losing we were...

Everybody knows that you'd break your neck

To keep your chin up..."

Vic's P.O.V

As I sit on my bed with my knees tucked under my chin, I can't help but get lost in my thoughts, thinking of what has happened here so far.

I hadn't really seen Kellin around this week. About 5 days after our little disagreement, I came back up to the room after breakfast to find nurses and security pouring out of our room. When I had left, he was perfectly fine. He was sleeping. In the short time that we shared a room, he was always awake before me and usually down in the living area, or getting breakfast or whatever the fuck he does so early in the morning. It was weird that he was up before me because I always fell asleep first, so there's no telling how late he stays up.

When I came back... Nobody would let me get to the room to see what was going on. 

People were standing outside of their doors and peeking their heads out from their doors to catch a glimpse of whatever was going on. I got closer, and managed to see past the guard who was telling people to carry on.

"There's nothing to see here." He repeated.

I looked into my room. Kellin was sitting with his legs dangling over his bed, his head was down and his hair was completely covering his eyes. There was a blonde headed nurse sitting next to him, she was quietly speaking in his ear, her hand was on his back, she rubbed her hand up and down his back, trying to comfort him. Just as Miranda had did days before. He sat there, his arms were straight beside him and his hands gripped the edge of the bed. He was rocking back and forth keeping his eyes off of everyone.

The way he moved made him look as if he was going to be sick. Like if he moved, he would just vomit everywhere. The thought of that made my stomach turn. I couldn't stand the sight of vomit. I could handle everything else. I just can't see it. I slowly took two steps back not wanting to throw up myself. A couple seconds later, the nurse helped him stand. Two security guards gripped both of his arms and dragged him out.

He moved slow and wobbly. Just as he passed me, what was only a second, seemed to move in slow motion. His head slowly lifted up letting his hair fall back around his eyes. He looked so tired. He looked so different. Something wasn't right here. In the time I've been here, I've also noticed that no matter how rude I tried to be to him, no matter how hard I tried to get him to leave me alone, he kept a smile and a positive attitude.

This was another thing I hated about him. He was nice to everyone. The day before, at lunch this guy kept making rude comments about the way he looked. Everyone could tell Kellin was offended, but he kept his head up and his mouth closed. A little later, the guy was in line getting his lunch; I guess karma caught up to him because he tripped and dropped his tray in front of everyone, including Kellin, who was behind him in line. People were giggling and I could tell he was embarrassed. He spilled his drink all over his clothes and his food was everywhere. Well, what do you fucking know; Kellin immediately helps him up, gives him his napkins, goes back to the counter to get extra paper towels, and to top everything off, he fucking helps him clean up the the mess. As if he wasn't calling him horrible names, not even 5 minutes before. Who the fuck does that, and smiles like it's nothing?