Teenage Burnout | Kellic (boyxboy) [STILL BEING WRITTEN]

And You Felt The World Turn It's Back On You

 A/N: I worked on this every day since my last full update. This. chapter. is. 12,125. mother. fucking. words. and. 20. mother. fucking. pages. You better vote the shit out of this. It is a VERY important chapter.

 Listen to the song please. I love you. 

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SONG OF THE CHAPTER: World Turn

BY: Copeland

"In the back of your mind, everyone was watching,

but no one cared at all. In a never-ending loop of time,

the quiet washed over you like white upon the wall.

Now you can feel the world move slow if you lay

down on your back and wait, 

and suddenly you're home..."

Vic's P.O.V

It's been about two and a half weeks since I was released from confinement. While I was in there, I had undergone many private sessions with Joanne, she says that she can tell a difference in my attitude, but I think that has something to do with the new medication they put me on. So, after I was given time to adjust to my new meds, I had a long talk with Joanne about trust and responsibility and I don't know, I kind of zoned out after a while; but she agreed that it was okay for me to go back to my room.

I got to talk to Kellin a couple times too, not because I was allowed to, and sure, I only got to see him through the little window on his door, but was enough for me right now.  After I got him to forgive me, we basically went back to normal. I kept the key that Miranda left in my room and almost every night for the rest of the week that I was in that room, I would sneak out and sit outside his door and we would just talk. He told me about how he was glad that I came to his door because he was starting to go stir-crazy with only robots to talk to. Robots being, the nurses and doctors.

I had really missed talking to him. He sounded more like himself, (himself when he was happy) and he didn't sound as exhausted, which was good. We talked about how he was doing better; he says that his sleeping patterns are getting more normal, his weight is starting to stabilize (supposedly), and he claims to be eating properly again... He did have one rough day, but that was only because it was Thanksgiving; I think you can figure out why that one was hard for him. Most of the people had visitors. Both of Jack's parents and sister came to see him, Alex's mom came, Miranda's mom came... Nobody came to see me and nobody came to see Kellin. So, on that day, of course I was going to sit outside his door, whether he liked it or not. Sure, it's only Thanksgiving, but I wasn't going to let him spend it alone. That holiday has gone and passed and now, holding my breath, i'm just waiting for the next one...

I guess everyone else believes that Kellin's doing better because he was let out two days ago. Although I'm relieved, I'm also annoyed. I don't get to see him during lunch because he has to have supervised lunches now, he has to have weekly blood tests, just so they can make sure he's only taking what he's supposed to be taking, and they check on him during the night. He is watched a lot closer, so as you can imagine, it's pissing me off a little bit... I'm happy they're making sure that he's okay an everything, but more recently, I've just been craving some alone time with him.