Teenage Burnout | Kellic (boyxboy) [STILL BEING WRITTEN]

I Keep Telling Myself, "I'm Not The Desperate Type."

SONG OF THE CHAPTER: 7 Minutes In Heaven (Atavan Halen)

BY: Fall Out Boy

"I'm having another episode

I just need a stronger dose

I keep telling myself

I keep telling myself

I'm not the desperate type-

I'm sitting out dances on the wall

Trying to forget everything that isn't you

I'm not going home alone

Cause I don't do too well on my own..."

Vic's P.O.V

Kellin and I have been completely on edge since yesterday. All of the rest of the day yesterday, we were both jumpy and filled with the same amount of anxiety, especially because nobody had confronted us about it. It was almost as if I was in suspense, waiting to be asked about it. We had even tried to convince ourselves that I hadn't closed the door all the way and that the wind just blew it shut. Well, that's not fucking possible because 1. I remember closing the door all the way, and 2. If the wind would have blown against the door, it would have blown it open, not closed... plus, there wasn't even that much wind anyway. I know someone had opened that door and so did Kellin. I did my best to hide my paranoia, but Kellin...it was written all over his face. If I could tell that something was wrong, then I'm sure everyone else could...still, nobody has said anything about it. Maybe whoever saw us didn't care, maybe they couldn't see our faces. It was kind of dark and it was raining. I just hope they wouldn't rat us out; I did not want to be separated from him. Yesterday, after Kellin and I stood there for about five minutes, trying to process the possibility that someone may have seen us. We left the courtyard. I had to make sure there was nobody in the hallway before we rushed to our room as fast as we could, leaving a trail of water behind us. I know, way to be sneaky. Other than being terrified, Kellin didn't act like he was mad at me at all, which I was thankful for. I mean, if someone had seen us, it was all my fault. I'm just happy Kellin isn't trying to avoid me. We had just gone around the rest of the day, giving each other paranoid looks every so often.

"Bless you." I hear a voice say to me after I let out a sneeze.

Oh, on top of all of this other stressful shit... Kellin and I are both sick. So standing in the 'freezing' rain to make out wasn't the best idea...but it was worth it.

"Thank y-oh hey." I look up to see Alex, taking a seat on the other side of the lunch table, "Where were you yesterday?"  I ask. I hadn't seen Alex since the day before yesterday. He was nowhere to be found all day yesterday and nobody seemed to know where he was. He sat down and I noticed he looked a little more tired than usual. His hair was a little messier and he kept his eyes wandering around the room.

"Nowhere." He shrugged, not wanting to tell me, I guess, because that was all he said.

I furrowed my eyebrows as he starts eating some of the crackers that are on his tray. I watch him carefully, also noticing that he is wearing a long sleeved, black shirt with the sleeves rolled up. it was then that I noticed the thick, white bandage that was securely wrapped around his left forearm. It wasn't on his wrist, but more towards the middle of his arm, being about three inches wide.