Yeah so I'm lazy and can't update my stories for shit. And for the song, I just like it and want you to listen, it has nothing to do with the story at all xD
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Y/N's P.O.V as usual
I lay in my bed scrolling through a spicy yaoi fanfic (A/N; My life tbh*isn't totally reading one while trying to write this*[creek ftw]) when I get a little notification from my messages, my initial reaction is to press it while thinking
"I HAVE FRIENDS" but again b/f texts me all the time when she isn't busy, but surprise surprise it's C/N
Y=you C=Crush
C: Was poppin' mah boi
Y: Jesus, you sound like me, what drugs didya take
C: None...
Y: Oh. Why'd you text me?
C: Cause everyone left me out on the coffee shop thing that they're doing for a project
Y: Everyone as in your other "bois"
C: Yes mah othah bois
Y: Yeah... Wanna crash the party or something
C: I'd rather we do something else
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*BING* Mom: Y/N, How a...
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Y: Lemme think bout it my Mom is texting me
C: Wait the one that left you a while ago?
Y: Yes, brb
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Y= You M=Mom
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M: Y/N, How are you doing with deciding
Y: Not good, I'm kinda busy though so if you could kinda not text
M: You're texting a boy right now aren't you?
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Damn Mother instincts
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Y: No, homework and stuff it's pretty fricken hard so just y'now not text
M: Sure I'll stop, leave you with your boyfriend
Squiggly line squiggly line squiggly line
Y: Back
C: WAS POPPIN MAH BOI
Y: God I need to get you to a therapist
C: Anyways, were you wanna chill
Y: How bout a different coffee shop then the one they're at, we could stay there or just grab some coffee leave and go to like a pond or something
C: Sure, meet me at the dunkin donuts downtown.
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"I mean I prefer starbucks but whatever"
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AND I WROTE A NEW CHAPTER APPLAUD FOR ALEX YAYAYAYAYAY
GONNA START WORKING ON THE NEXT CHAPTER BUT NO PROMISE IT WILL BE DONE SOON CAUSE I'M A LAZY PIECE OF POOP
YOU ARE READING
If Only I Stay (Crush x Depressed!Reader) {SLOW UPDATES}
FanfictionIt is whatever it's going to be :D ~~~WARNING~~~ This book contains self-harm and abuse! Don't like! Don't read! It's as simple as that!