If Only I Stay (Crush x Depressed!Reader) {SLOW UPDATES}

Oneshot

Ok not real part of story but I has this really cute idea in my head so I'm gonna write it anyways as usual it will be told in your perspective

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C/N walk out of (Ice cream/froyo place) hand in hand. Today was our one year anniversary, who knew we'd have made it this far in the relationship. It was October and school had recently started we both go to a college in the same state so we would often drive to either one's college to see each other on weekends. We were waiting for my friends to come carpool us. As we stood in the completely empty parking lot (we came in 15 minutes until closing time so we basically got kicked out) that was dimly lit. We stand together in the cold occasionally looking at the other until C/N broke the silence

"Happy one year." I smile under my scarf.

"And back to you." He pulls out his phone and he knits his eyebrows as he searches for something. I look at my beautiful boyfriend as he looks for whatever he's doing until, he puts his phone down on a nearby ledge. Music starts to spill from his phone and into the air. It-it was our song. Last year he asked me to dance to this song at prom. I went with another boy but, I caught him sucking some other girls face off so, I sat outside the gym for what I thought would be the rest of the night until, he came out and saw me. It was the last song of the night and he asked me to dance. I said yes and then I realized I loved him. I loved C/F/N C/L/N. and I still do and always will. I snap back into the moment, he bows slightly and hold out his hand.

"M'lady, may I have this dance?" He says I put my hand in his and slightly giggle.

"You may," I smile. He pulls us into the street and we start slowly turning. Our chests pushed against one another, us stepping on each others feet every now and then. We continue through the majority of the song until it nears it's end. He dips me (A/N: It would be a miracle for my crush to dip me I'm that fat :/) and connects his lips with mine. I've never kissed anybody before I mean, besides my parents. I went into shock. I kinda just copied him and closed my eyes but, overall, this feeling was amazing. He tasted like (idk something that's romantic you know he likes). We eventually pull away once the song ends. That had to be a solid five seconds of lip to lip combat. He pulls me into a standing position and hugs me, of course I hug back. Then the boy whispers something in my ear that I will never forget.

"I love you, and I always will."

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AHHH I SUCK AT UPDATING I'M SORRY! I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO WRITE STORIES AND THERE'S SO MANY PEOPLE READING THIS. I'M BECOMING POPULAR SGCUYJSKYTHGYJ WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALSO IT TOOK ME LIKE 10 MINUTES TO DECIDE SOMETHING ROMANTIC. I WAS GOING TO WRITE

"I love you, you beautiful bitch" BUT I THOUGHT THAT WOULD RUIN THE MOMENT

ITS FUCKING 1:30 IN THE MORNInG WHYYYYYY AM I DOING THISSSSSS